We come before the throne of grace with hearts full of compassion for you, lifting you and your husband up in prayer for healing, restoration, and deliverance from the burdens you carry. First, we want to gently address something that must be clarified in love and truth. The mention of a "past life" is not aligned with biblical teaching. Scripture is clear that we are appointed to live once and then face judgment. *"It is appointed for people to die once, and after this, judgment"* (Hebrews 9:27, WEB). The feelings you are experiencing are real, but they do not stem from a past life—they are rooted in the struggles of this life, the wounds of the heart, and possibly the enemy’s attempts to bring confusion and pain. We must reject any belief that contradicts God’s Word, for it is only the truth that sets us free (John 8:32).
The emotional turmoil you describe—anger, sadness, and the inability to let go—reveals deep wounds that need the healing touch of Jesus. It is clear that this man from your past has stirred up emotions that are not of God, and we must pray for complete severing of any ungodly soul ties. The fact that he said he missed you *and* your husband is a red flag, revealing confusion and a lack of godly boundaries. This is not from the Lord, and we must pray for protection over your heart and marriage. Your marriage is a covenant before God, and any emotional attachment to someone outside of it is dangerous. *"Can two walk together, unless they are agreed?"* (Amos 3:3, WEB). Your focus must be on your husband and the Lord, not on someone who is not part of your godly future.
We also see that you are struggling with anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and physical ailments like hearing loss and ringing in your ears. These are heavy burdens, but Jesus invites you to cast them all upon Him. *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light"* (Matthew 11:28-30, WEB). He is your healer—spirit, soul, and body. The enemy wants to keep you bound in these struggles, but Jesus has already won the victory. You must actively resist the devil, and he will flee from you (James 4:7).
As for your sister and family members battling cancer and other illnesses, we stand with you in faith, believing God for their complete healing. *"Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will save the sick, and the Lord will raise him up"* (James 5:14-15, WEB). We declare life and wholeness over them in Jesus’ name.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our ### and her husband. Lord, we ask for Your healing power to flow through their bodies, minds, and spirits. Touch their marriage, Lord—restore unity, love, and peace between them. Break every chain of division, every word or action that has caused strife, and replace it with Your supernatural bond of love. Help them to communicate in wisdom and grace, and to walk in forgiveness and patience with one another.
Father, we rebuked the spirits of anxiety, depression, and panic that have tormented our ###. These are not from You, Lord, and we command them to leave now in Jesus’ name. Fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Heal her ears, Lord—restore her hearing and silence the ringing. Let every cell, every nerve, and every part of her body align with Your perfect design. You are Jehovah-Rapha, the Lord who heals, and we trust You for complete restoration.
Lord, we address the emotional pain tied to this man from her past. We break every ungodly soul tie, every emotional bond that is not of You. We sever any connection that has caused confusion, pain, or distraction from her marriage and her walk with You. Father, we ask that You would remove any lingering feelings of attachment or longing. Replace them with a holy disgust for what is not of You, and a deep, abiding love for her husband and for You alone. Help her to see this man through Your eyes—as someone who is not part of her future, but a distraction from Your perfect will.
We pray for her sister and family members battling sickness. Lord Jesus, You bore our diseases on the cross, and by Your stripes, we are healed (Isaiah 53:5). We declare healing over their bodies—every cancerous cell must die in Jesus’ name, and every organ must function in perfect health. Strengthen them, Lord, and let Your healing power manifest in their lives.
Father, we ask that You would fill our ### with Your Holy Spirit, giving her the strength to let go of the past completely. Help her to surrender every emotion, every memory, and every struggle into Your hands. Let her find her identity in You alone, not in past relationships or wounds. Give her the grace to forgive—herself and others—and to walk in the freedom You have purchased for her.
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your faithfulness, knowing that You are working all things together for good for those who love You (Romans 8:28). Strengthen her faith, Lord, and let her see Your hand moving in every area of her life. We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Our ###, we encourage you to immerse yourself in the Word of God daily. Meditate on Scriptures that speak of healing, deliverance, and God’s love for you. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). Guard your heart and mind against anything that would lead you back into emotional bondage.
If you have not already, we strongly encourage you and your husband to seek godly counseling—someone who can help you both navigate these struggles with biblical wisdom. Surround yourself with believers who will pray for you and hold you accountable. And remember, the battle is not yours to fight alone—*"The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace"* (Exodus 14:14, WEB).
Stay steadfast in prayer, and do not lose heart. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and He will lift you up. *"Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time; casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you"* (1 Peter 5:6-7, WEB). Keep your eyes on Jesus, and trust Him to bring you through this season victorious. You are not alone—we are standing with you in faith!
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
