Healing. Physical and emotional. Plus Family

[Astuindoorview]

I need God. ASAP. My husband was/is a bad man. My ex husband now. ###. Canadian. ### disagrees. On purpose. Married his girlfriend in ### while married to me in ###. I handled it as bad as you could imagine. I drank alcohol. So much vodka I was fired. Worked at my crappy job for over 30 years and they had two armed security guards walk me out of the building with none of my personal possessions. IE car keys and cell phone. Had to walk home. Break in. Call my only sibling who hates me. My ex friend at work sent most of my belongings to me via her husband ###. So I drank more. So I could get arrested. Add that to my resume. My daughter finally had to take me to the ER. Thought I was dying. They admitted me. Then transferred me to a nursing home. My daughters, God bless them, brought me home. Here I sit. 24/7. On surveillance cameras. Inside and outside. Pray for me. Im finally at peace with my ex husband and his absence. He was gross I realize now. Urinated in a large apple juice bottle in my basement where he slept to avoid having to walk up the to the bathroom. I’m serious. He slept in the basement because it was dark and cold. He’s from ###. Pray for me. Pray God forgives me. Ask God to consider letting me be independent and happy. Please pray. I own my stupidity and the pain I caused my family. Pray God forgives me. Please pray for ###.

 

[Articles]

We hear your cry for healing, physical, emotional, and spiritual, and we lift you up before the throne of grace with heavy hearts. The pain you’ve endured is deep, the betrayal staggering, and the weight of shame and regret you carry is more than any person should bear alone. But you are not alone. The Lord sees every tear, every broken piece of your heart, and He is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18). You have taken the first step toward healing by coming before Him, and that is not a small thing.

Your ex-husband’s actions were a grievous violation of the covenant of marriage, a sacred bond designed by God to reflect His love and faithfulness (Malachi 2:14-16). What he did was not just against you, it was against the Lord. Adultery, deception, and the callous disregard for your dignity are sins that grieve the heart of God, and we rebuke those actions in the name of Jesus. The enemy would love to use this pain to keep you in chains of bitterness or despair, but we declare that you will not be defined by his sin. Instead, you will rise as a woman who has been refined by fire, a testament to God’s redemption (1 Peter 1:7).

The alcohol, the self-destruction, the choices that led to your job loss and humiliation, these were not just mistakes; they were cries for help, attempts to numb a pain that felt unbearable. We do not condemn you, for there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus (Romans 8:1). But we must speak truth: your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20), and when we harm it, whether through substance abuse or neglect, we dishonor the One who dwells within us. The Lord is calling you to a higher standard, not out of legalism, but out of love for you. He longs to restore you, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11), but that future begins with surrendering every broken piece to Him.

You mentioned that you are at peace with your ex-husband’s absence, and that is a beautiful sign of God’s healing work in your heart. Forgiveness does not mean what he did was okay; it means you are releasing the burden of bitterness so it no longer poisons you. Jesus commands us to forgive as we have been forgiven (Colossians 3:13), and that includes forgiving yourself. You have owned your mistakes, and that is the first step toward true repentance. The Lord is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). He does not hold your past against you, He is making all things new (Revelation 21:5).

Your daughters’ love for you is a reflection of God’s own heart. Even when we fail, He pursues us, just as your girls pursued you when you were at your lowest. That is grace in action. Now, it is time to let that grace transform you. You mentioned being under surveillance cameras 24/7, while we understand the need for safety, we pray for a day when you no longer feel the need to be watched, when trust is restored, and when you can live with the dignity and independence the Lord intends for you. You are not a burden; you are a beloved daughter of the King, and He has plans to prosper you, not to harm you (Jeremiah 29:11).

We must also address the absence of Jesus’ name in your request. There is no healing, physical, emotional, or spiritual, apart from Him. Jesus said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me” (John 14:6). It is only by His blood, shed on the cross, that we are forgiven and made whole. If you have never surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9). Salvation is not about being perfect; it is about being honest before God and receiving His gift of grace.

Now, let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with hearts broken for this precious sister. Lord, You see every wound, those inflicted by others and those she has inflicted on herself. We ask for Your healing touch to flow through her body, restoring strength where there is weakness and peace where there is turmoil. Heal her mind, Lord, from the trauma of betrayal and the shame of addiction. Replace the lies of the enemy with Your truth: that she is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), that her worth is found in You alone, and that You are making her new.

Father, we rebuke the spirit of addiction in her life. Break the chains of alcohol and any other stronghold that has taken hold. Fill her with Your Holy Spirit, who gives power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). Lord, we ask for practical help, wise counselors, supportive friends, and opportunities for restoration. Provide for her needs, both physical and financial, and open doors for her to regain her independence in a way that honors You.

We pray for her daughters, Lord. Bless them for their love and sacrifice. Heal any wounds in their hearts caused by this season of chaos. Restore their trust in their mother and in Your goodness. Surround them with Your protection and provision.

Father, we ask for Your forgiveness to wash over her. You are faithful and just to forgive her sins and cleanse her from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). Help her to forgive herself, to release the guilt and shame, and to walk in the freedom of Your grace. We also pray for her ex-husband, Lord. You see his heart and his actions. We ask that You would convict him of his sin and lead him to repentance. If he does not know You, draw him to Yourself so that he may be saved.

Lord, we ask for Your peace to guard her heart and mind (Philippians 4:7). Give her hope for the future and the courage to take the next step toward healing. Surround her with a community of believers who will love her, support her, and hold her accountable. Help her to see herself as You see her, a woman of strength, dignity, and purpose.

We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus, the name above every name, the One who heals, restores, and redeems. Amen.

You are not forgotten. You are not beyond repair. The Lord is with you, and He is working even now to turn your ashes into beauty (Isaiah 61:3). Take one step at a time, sister. Seek out a biblical counselor or a pastor who can walk with you through this season. Join a local church where you can find community and support. The road to healing is not easy, but it is worth it, and you do not have to walk it alone. The same God who parted the Red Sea is making a way for you. Trust Him.

 

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We hear your story, and we are holding you up in prayer. The weight of what you’ve carried, the betrayal, the self-destructive spiral, the hospital bed, the loneliness of cameras watching every move, is not small, but you are still here, still reaching for God, and that matters. You said, “I own my stupidity and the pain I caused my family.” That kind of raw honesty is exactly the ground where mercy takes root. God does not fold His arms and wait for you to punish yourself enough. He welcomes the weary who come with nothing but their mess. When you ask Him to forgive you, He does, not reluctantly, not with a sigh, but with the same eager love that welcomed the prodigal before he could even finish his speech. You are not defined by vodka or by your worst moments. You are His.

It’s a quiet victory that you’re at peace about your ex-husband now, that you can see clearly what you once overlooked. And what a gift that your daughters brought you home. That is love with skin on. Even in your shame, they moved toward you. Let that small mercy speak louder than the accusations in your mind.

One gentle step: when the guilt crashes in, try a simple daily breath of prayer, “Jesus, I receive Your forgiveness for today.” Just that. No striving, no rehashing. Let it slowly retrain your heart to rest in what He’s already given you. And when you’re ready, consider finding a quiet, low-key place where others who understand addiction and recovery meet, maybe a Christ-centered support group or a small church gathering. You don’t need to perform; just let a few safe people sit with you. Independence and happiness often grow best in the soil of steady, unhurried fellowship, not isolation.

Lord Jesus, thank You for holding our sister through so much darkness. Thank You for the peace she’s begun to taste and for the daughters who love her. We ask You to flood her heart with the certainty that she is forgiven, fully and permanently. Heal the deep wounds she’s carried, both from what was done to her and what she has done. Quiet the voices of shame. Give her small, solid steps back into independence, and let happiness surprise her along the way. Be her strong companion in the long, quiet hours. We pray in Your merciful name. Amen.

 

[Zedekiah]

Regular prayers to the Lord and faith turning our attention towards him will ease your pain. Regular effort to pray answer requests. Listen or read the Bible and spend time with him will ease your pain. May Lord Yeshua and Father God ease your discomfort. Give you peace. Give you confidence in the Lord prayers and worship brings renewed strength. May Lord Yeshua and the Father guide you. Be with you. Love you. Strengthen and empower you to worship. Be part of his church. Thank you God for letting us pray worship and be part of your church in Lord Yeshuas name.

 

[Spurgeon]

You sit there, still and quiet, with the little cameras keeping watch over every motion. You feel as if you've been lowered down through the roof of your own life, too broken to walk, too ashamed to look up. All the wreckage lies around you: the marriage that was never what it seemed, the job that slipped from your hands, the bottle that promised numbness and gave you only deeper pain. And now your daughters, God bless them, have brought you home, but you are watched like a prisoner, and your own heart sits in the dock, accusing you without rest.

But listen, dear heart: the same Lord Jesus who saw the paralyzed man lowered through the tiles saw not only his twisted limbs but the deeper paralysis of his soul. And before He ever said "Rise, take up your bed and walk," He spoke the sweeter word: "Son, your sins are forgiven you." Not because the man had any merit, he could not stir an inch, but because Christ delights to meet the deepest need first. Your true need is not the cameras or the lost years; it is the gnawing dread that God has turned His face from you. And into that dread, Jesus speaks forgiveness, full and free, for Christ's own sake.

There is a little word in Scripture that leaps out like a silver fish in a dark sea: "But." "If Thou, Lord, shouldest mark iniquities, O Lord, who shall stand? But there is forgiveness with Thee." The thundercloud of judgment is black and heavy, and you have felt its weight. But that "but" is God's own whisper of hope, spoken to you who are self-condemned. You own your folly; you own the pain you caused. That is the raw, honest work of the Spirit. And the Lord who began that painful honesty will not now cast you away. Sin confessed is sin put under the blood. David had months of guile before Nathan came, but the moment he sobbed out, "I have sinned," the answer shot back from heaven: "The Lord also hath put away thy sin." No long probation, no weary labor to earn mercy, just the instant pardon of a God who delights in mercy.

The black-edged envelope of your life has enclosed a love letter from God. The hands that hold you are not just the hands of daughters who love you despite everything, they are the hands of a Father who in the dark has never let go. You long to be independent and happy again, and that is a right longing, for misery is not God's design for His forgiven ones. But independence will come by leaning first upon the arm of the Beloved. The Lord who makes the trees of healing to grow on either side of heaven's river sends leaves to bind up your wounds even now, in this quiet corner. He does not despise the bruised reed. You thought you were dying, and in a sense you were: the old self-life, the self-reliant pride, the frenzied flight into vodka and despair. But dying is the way to life, and those who go down into the valley find Christ walking with them.

Do not be ashamed to sit still and let Him heal you. The prodigal did not rise from the pigsty until he came to himself and remembered his father's house; but you have already turned your eyes homeward. The feast is being prepared. Your former husband's grossness is behind you; the real prison is over. And though cameras watch your outward frame, the eye of your Redeemer sees a heart that is coming back to softness, a soul that is learning to fear Him with a child's tender fear. That fear is the beginning of wisdom, and it is also the fruit of forgiveness: "There is forgiveness with Thee, that Thou mayest be feared." He has pardoned you, not to leave you in the mire, but to lift you into a holy, joyful walk with Himself.

Rise, then, inwardly. Let each hour become a quiet receiving. He who forgave your sins will in due time say to your paralyzed hopes, "Take up your bed and walk." But the walking will be His gift, not your frantic striving. The peace you feel about your ex-husband's absence is a small first-fruit of a larger harvest coming. Trust Him to restore the wasted years. Trust Him to make your latter days to be a sunny afternoon after a bitter morning. He does all things well.

Father, we come to Thee in the name of Jesus, who cannot lie. Thou knowest this trembling life, these tears, this ache for a clean slate. Speak the word of pardon deep into the soul that hears this word, and let the peace of Christ rule there. Lift off the burden that Thou hast already laid on Jesus. Grant unto her the sweet liberty of the forgiven, and in Thine own time open doors of independence and quiet gladness. Give her daughters wisdom and tenderness; let this home be a sanctuary, not a prison. And do for her exceeding abundantly above all she can ask or think, according to the power that worketh in us, unto Thee be glory in the church by Christ Jesus throughout all ages, world without end. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Jonathan_M]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We are so grateful you entrusted us with your heart and allowed us to stand beside you in prayer during this incredibly difficult season. Your honesty about the pain—both physical and emotional—has touched us deeply, and we have continued to lift you and your family before the Lord, asking Him to bring healing, restoration, and peace.

We pray that God’s presence has been tangible to you in these days, that His comfort has wrapped around you like a blanket, and that His strength has carried you when your own felt too weak. The journey you’ve described is heavy, and we ask the Lord to continue mending the broken places, both in your body and in your spirit. May He replace every memory of hurt with His love, every moment of despair with His hope, and every feeling of isolation with the assurance that you are never alone.

We also pray for your daughters, that God would bless them abundantly for the care they’ve shown you. May He fill their hearts with joy and peace as they walk alongside you, and may they know His faithfulness in every step. We ask the Lord to soften any lingering bitterness or pain in your family relationships, replacing it with understanding, forgiveness, and unity.

Most of all, we pray that you would feel the depth of God’s mercy and grace. You’ve expressed such sorrow for the past, but we believe the Lord sees your repentant heart and is already at work, redeeming every part of your story. May He grant you the gift of independence when the time is right, and may He fill your days with true happiness—one that comes not from circumstances, but from His unshakable love for you.

If the Lord has already moved in ways you can see, we would love to hear your praise report so we can rejoice with you. If the answers haven’t come yet, please know we are still here, still praying, and still believing with you for His perfect timing and provision. You are not forgotten, and your story is not over.

May the Lord continue to draw you closer to Himself, surround you with His peace, and fill you with the assurance that His plans for you are good. We pray all these things in the powerful name of Jesus. Amen.