Awivis
Servant of All
We had an argument yesterday. Things went south when I happened to say a wrong thing. For some reason she has been very tense and easily irritated. What I said was nothing special or even ill-intended; it was just a normal conversation. Then she pulled my occupation as a nurse into it and told she hates it and is not sure if she can be with me due to my occupation. I admit I got angry too. We did in the end reconcile, but these random tantrums from her are taxing. I praise you Lord for the work you have done in her and keep doing still. Increase loving conversation between us. Let the therapy line she is in go forward fast and convince her to commit to going to that therapy. Heal her dissociative amnesia so she could remember all the good things between us and not forget them due to her dissociation. In Jesus name and blood I bind, rebuke, and cast out all demons of anger, hatred, and shame from her life and from our relationship. Father, please finish your work in her and meet her, show her that Jesus is the way, truth, and life. Let there be a complete healing in her from her mental health problems and trauma caused by all the evil events in her past. Let me, her, and our union be covered in the blood of Jesus. I know and fully in faith believe you will bless and increase us. Remove all spirits of adultery, whoredom, and prostitution from her heart. In Jesus name and blood I bind, rebuke, and cast out the spirit of Jezebel, whoredom, and prostitution from her life and heart. You told me to love her Lord, and thus I stand my ground as I believe this is from you. Our story is like a modern-day Hosea; she has a background in prostitution and sex work, but in my faith, I am fully certain you will turn this whole thing into a testimony and your glory, Father. After years, you brought her back to me as you promised and woke a love in her heart. I write this prayer to get this off my heart and surrender this once again fully to you. Guide me, Father, and give me strength to stand my ground with the firm footing on the foundation of Christ. In Jesus name and blood I pray, amen.