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penelope
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I am having to deal with childhood, and spousal abuse traumas while trying to put my life back together, and I am finding it very extremely difficult. For example I went and took the nonviolent crisis intervention course today, and there were points during this presentation in which I zoned out as I started to relive some of these recent traumas. I go through panic attacks on a daily basis, and I am emotionally drained as I deal with the fear of not knowing if all that I am experiencing is normal or if I have just lost my mind. 
I really need God's miracelous healing hand over my life because I just can't deal with the extreme emotional and physical reactions that I am having, and I want them to stop so badly. As well, last June I had an incident in which my husband, whom I was separated from at the time and still am, alleges I tried to commit suicide by overdose. The whole situation is very suspicious, and his story just doesn't add up, never the less it has left me really scared to even think that I would have tried something of the such, and I am having a hard time with this as well.
Finally, my husband and I are separated and need God's intervention in our lives. We have three kids who are seeing are comings and goings and the way things are playing out. My husband has no problem being intimate with me, but then he won't call me or he won't come home and says that he won't for a long time, which really hurts me. I would like to have my husband be honest with me and come home so that we can start to work on things. Also please pray because he refuses to go and see a counselor with me, and we really need to. I get the feeling that he is up to something, and I ask that you guys pray that the Lord would trip him up and cause him to be an honest man.
I pray that the Lord would get the honor and glory in Jesus' name Amen

I really need God's miracelous healing hand over my life because I just can't deal with the extreme emotional and physical reactions that I am having, and I want them to stop so badly. As well, last June I had an incident in which my husband, whom I was separated from at the time and still am, alleges I tried to commit suicide by overdose. The whole situation is very suspicious, and his story just doesn't add up, never the less it has left me really scared to even think that I would have tried something of the such, and I am having a hard time with this as well.
Finally, my husband and I are separated and need God's intervention in our lives. We have three kids who are seeing are comings and goings and the way things are playing out. My husband has no problem being intimate with me, but then he won't call me or he won't come home and says that he won't for a long time, which really hurts me. I would like to have my husband be honest with me and come home so that we can start to work on things. Also please pray because he refuses to go and see a counselor with me, and we really need to. I get the feeling that he is up to something, and I ask that you guys pray that the Lord would trip him up and cause him to be an honest man.
I pray that the Lord would get the honor and glory in Jesus' name Amen
