Eliorourvor
Disciple of Prayer
I just lost my baby at 23 weeks pregnant on May 3. Her kidneys were damaged & her organs didn’t develop all due to me getting some virus during the first trimester this has caused trauma now because I work in healthcare. I was unable to hug my baby because of how little she was. I so desperately want to hold my baby. I hold an MBA & a BS and I’m bilingual & have applied to over 150 jobs & can not seem to get a fair job that can pay me over $24+. I am frustrated. I’m hurt. I want my baby but I can’t get pregnant if I have a new job but I can’t stay in this same job either it is too toxic. I am too hurt. I understand my baby is in a better place. I am just overwhelmed. I don’t have anymore money I am only 2 weeks post Partum and I have to go back to work next week because I am out of money because my job doesn’t offer me short term disability & I’m not fully recovered yet but I have no option. I’m so stressed. Please keep us in your prayers. I know God has a plan. Please pray for me to keep my faith strong during this time. Amen.