Stelgin
Disciple of Prayer
I have been having these intensly spiritual insights, this whole past year. I also have been diagnosed with HIV the last year.I need help moving forward knowing that I received exactly what I deserve, I was given many chances to be better to be heavenly and not of the world....but I continued to and now, 35 years old,I am accepting this and my actions and the consequences of them however I want to be able to help others because of my experience and the seriousness of how this so easily can alter someones life, use it to help especially young girls learn from my mistakes before it is too late, I want to use this for good as best I can.......not to just be at the end my life now spiritually and physically done because I allowed Satan to profoundly defeat me. I am devastated by my lack of discipline having KNOWN better.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.