Anonymous
Beloved of All
Father, You know I need your guidence. I am trying to find a new church to settle down in. Father I feel that the one I went too today was a bit, judgemental, and shallow. I would even say a bit cult like. At my old church I never felt as that uncofortable. I never felt judge. Lonely, and misunderstood, but never judged. The pastor at this new church seemed like a wolf in sheep's clothing to me. My sense of character is often not wrong. I can sense certain things in people, and he was most definitely giving off a bad vibe. Father I did not leave there empty though. Father I learned the importance of feeling not only welcomed in church but also being fed and feeling the love of the people. I felt neither in that church this mourning, but I will know I'm at the right place when it I do feel it. Father I know fellowship is a good thing, but It must be done honestly. Father though people did great me at that church this morning no one offered to sit with me, and the pastor himself said to th congregation that prayer is the best thing they can do for anyone. Father I disagree. I believe prayer is a good start, but Father I would rather the prayer come from someone who took the time to get to know me, than just some random person. Prayer is good no matter where it comes from, but Father thier is prayer, and then there is guienion love and prayer. No one offers to pray with me even though I surely needed it. Father I am lonely, and I struggle with depression. I could use a friend. I real friend. Father someone I can talk to about anything. Father someone to hold close and comfort me. Father I am praying for my future wife, and best friend. I am anxiously awaiting the day I meet her. Father may she be ever thing I have asked for and more. I can see us playing together like innocent children without a care in the world. Father I see us playing video games together, watching movies together, working together, going to the beach, going hunting, fishing, shooting, working out together. Father having a squirt gun war together. Being big kids together, doing cosplay together, just being our selves and having fun. Father I pray for her. Father bring her into my life so that we may worship you together, read the Bible together. Father, I see us crying together, laughing together, hurting together, healing together. I see us having all this together and more. Father this is the deep desire of my heart, to meet and marry my very best friend. Father put her in my path. Father bring us together. Father you see my dreams of her, and know that I miss her so much. Father please here my prayer. Jesus I pray that relay this message to the Father. Let my desires be known. Jesus please tell the Father to put this beautiful women in my life. I praythis in Jesus name, Amen.
