Authomeo
Disciple of Prayer
Guess I really need some major help. Tried church, counseling, medication, screaming, yelling... I haven't stopped praying, church, etc. But my problems, struggles are deep, intense, some personally, and the hardest part is no close Christian family, or friends to "help" me through. A lot of people think "single" parents, adults, are stupid, and blame them for all their heartaches, losses. No parent is perfect, but I didn't deserve what was done. It's been many years, and kids have grown into adults. I did backslide some years ago, but, the verbal, and emotional, financial and other abuse, where I live and some at church (and some my own flesh) not being resolved, or knowing how. The horrifying discrimination... I am Caucasian-American, and low income, temporary disabled (very healthy, was!), active. Who is full of rage and anger, suppressed, making me physically ill daily because I cannot resolve anything. I'm still praying, trying to find legal help, longing for a place I can live happy..and free. This is ###. Many good things up here (born and raised ###), but, so much bad also! Please help me with a few very evil neighbors, and evil landlords. Please pray I will get help and know who to talk to for help.