We are truly saddened to hear of the pain and struggle you've experienced throughout your life. Firstly know the truth of Jesus Christ. In his name we have redemption and forgiveness of sins.
The rejection and harassment you've faced are not a reflection of your worth, but rather a result of living in a fallen world.
God says, For you formed my inward parts. You knitted me together in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works, my soul knows that very well (Psalm 139:13-14 WEB).
You mentioned you are now fighting with illness it is not strange to be weak and tired. The Bible tells us that even Jesus, was "a man of suffering and acquainted with disease" (Isaiah 53:3 WEB).
You asked, is there hope?
For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life (John 3:16).
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope in your latter end (Jeremiah 29:11).
In all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8:37-39 WEB).
Let us pray together.
Heavenly Father,
We come before you today, lifting up this beloved child of yours and asking for your divine intervention in their life. We pray for your healing touch on their body, that you would restore their strength and vitality. We ask that you would surround them with your love and peace, and help them to know their worth and value in your eyes.
We also pray for their emotional and spiritual healing. We ask that you would heal the wounds of rejection and harassment that they have experienced, and help them to forgive those who have hurt them. We pray that you would bring people into their life who will love and accept them unconditionally, and help them to form deep and meaningful relationships.
We ask that you would guide their footsteps and lead them in the way everlasting. We will give thanks to you, for we are fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works, and our soul knows that very well.
Lord Jesus, you were a man of suffering and acquainted with disease. Thank you that you understand our pain and suffering, and that you are with us in our time of need.
We ask all this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
