anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
Good Christmas morning to all. Please continue to pray for my desperate financial situation. Please pray God grants me a huge financial blessing and miracle this Christmas Day. I really need it and need to have my beliefs and faith restored. So many No's from God I feel like he wants me to leave. I have cried so any tears. I had to tell the kids they would not even get a Christmas card from me. It isn't about gifts, I know that.
My heart is so broken for many reasons and the biggest is God. I went to church last night for our Christmas Eve service. Don't know why I bothered. I just went through the motions there was no comfort in any of it. Gd has me on this earth to make me suffer and to watch the suffering. There is nothing left to believe in.
I hope God says yes to the rest of you in granting your hopes and dreams and wishes and prayers.
Have a good Christmas day, there is nothing merry about it. Sorry folks I tried to be positive and happy but it just does not work.
My heart is so broken for many reasons and the biggest is God. I went to church last night for our Christmas Eve service. Don't know why I bothered. I just went through the motions there was no comfort in any of it. Gd has me on this earth to make me suffer and to watch the suffering. There is nothing left to believe in.
I hope God says yes to the rest of you in granting your hopes and dreams and wishes and prayers.
Have a good Christmas day, there is nothing merry about it. Sorry folks I tried to be positive and happy but it just does not work.