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deepspace81
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31 never been down to my last i am working in furniture sales only bringing home 1100 a month bills before food and gas are about 1100 a month rent 546 car 320 and to close to paying off to let go car insurance is 147 lights are 100 i havent been so poor since 2002 ive been at this job for a little over a month and some people are making less however they have spouses who work i dont know what to do just got paid yesterday check was 571 rent had to be paid and lights only paid the rent i have skills in appliance sales railroad labor and collections ive applied at at least 50 places the past month no ones calling im following up with no luck im not lazy id even consider a part time job but no luck with that either if i cant get back on my feet i just wish god would let me die easily ive posted prayer here a little over a week ago and things are only getting worse i thought about taking my whole check and gambling on nfl games i dont know what to do im beginning to hate life