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deepspace81
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31 never been down to my last I am working in furniture sales only bringing home $1,100 a month bills before food and gas are about $1,100 a month rent $546 car $320 and too close to paying off to let go car insurance is $147 lights are $100 I haven't been so poor since 2002 I've been at this job for a little over a month and some people are making less however they have spouses who work I don't know what to do just got paid yesterday check was $571 rent had to be paid and lights only paid the rent I have skills in appliance sales railroad labor and collections I've applied at at least 50 places the past month no one's calling I'm following up with no luck I'm not lazy I'd even consider a part-time job but no luck with that either if I can't get back on my feet I just wish God would let me die easily I posted prayer here a little over a week ago and things are only getting worse I thought about taking my whole check and gambling on NFL games I don't know what to do I'm beginning to hate life
