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THATGIRL
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I am a single mom of one. At times, I feel so lonely. I need 4 GOD to come into my life. Don't get me wrong I pray everyday and fast often, but I just have not found the right person. My child just lost her father this year and she as well as myself miss him very much. He was my bestfriend in the whole wide world. He was not my daughters biololgical father, but to see the two of them together, you could not tell. Even though it has only been eight months since his death, this man and myself had not has a sexual relationship in years. I really miss his companionship and love. It is not the sexual desire that I am missing even though it has been more than two years since, I have had sex. It is the family life that I desire. My daughter is really missing this man as well. I told myself that I would wait a year, because , I wanted to heal. But, even before he died, it seemed like I could not find anyone. He had other relationships, because as I stated earlier, that we were not together, but he took care of us, especially my daughter. I did not want 4 nothing. Now he's gone. Gone 4ever. Sometimes, I wish that I could rewind the hands of time, but then I look back and say to myself that I have no regrets. It was just his time to go and that "GOD NEVER MAKES A MISTAKE"...They say that when it rains, it pours and I know this 4 a fact. I guess, what I am saying is that 4 once in my life, I lived the good life and yea, I did appreciate it and of course, I did get comfortable. My friend that left me and my daughter is irreplaceable. I am not asking GOD for a replacement for me or my child, I ask that GOD will help me to heal and the he will send that special person into my life for me and her as well. I NEED 4 GOD to bless us with a house and some money. I have been though so much in my life and need good friends and I just do not have that. My daughter is just now starting to talk about him. I have had so much stuff and crazyiness in my life and I know that I HAVE TO TRUST GOD... I want God to straighten my life and put the right people into my path that will help me do the right thing... I want to look back a year from now and say, NO REGRETS... I want to have my own house, I already have a car that my friend, brought me before he died... But, I want to have at least a male friend in life and my daughter' life as well that I can rely on, love and respect... Please, pray 4 me that I may get what GOD wants me to have. And that he will look at my heart and touch it and heal the broke places... I'll never 4get my friend, we were friends 4 over 20 years. 20 IRREPLACLEABLE YEARS. HELP ME... HELP ME TO LIVE MY LIFE...
