rocky2761
Humble Prayer Partner
Hello all,
I have been going through some really tough times, but I know it is for my good and for God's glory. See I have a choice in this battle to come out victorious or defeated. How can I be useful to God defeated? I've learned our testimonies can save someone's life. Okay so let's get to my truth. Truth is I'm tired. Truth is I'm lonely. Truth is I wish God would hurry up! Truth is I have had my moments when throwing in the towel seemed like a good idea. Truth is what is wrong with me! Truth is growing in patience and faith is hardddddddddddddddddd. I haven't gone to church in three weeks. I don't see changes and I get frustrated. All I do is wait and wait and more wait. Yet I can't let go because I've come too far. I have to make it. That is clear to me for reasons I know and don't know. God has called me friend and loves me beyond my comprehension. Please pray for me to push in and remain focused on God. Something is going on and the battle is not mine and if I could pull back the sheet I would be amazed at what I saw. It is so easy to resort back to me, but that old me is not useful to anyone, especially myself. Being sifted and turned into gold is painful. Please pray for me to continue the race I have already started and to finish. I want to be useful to God's kingdom. Lord help me be useful. Amen
I have been going through some really tough times, but I know it is for my good and for God's glory. See I have a choice in this battle to come out victorious or defeated. How can I be useful to God defeated? I've learned our testimonies can save someone's life. Okay so let's get to my truth. Truth is I'm tired. Truth is I'm lonely. Truth is I wish God would hurry up! Truth is I have had my moments when throwing in the towel seemed like a good idea. Truth is what is wrong with me! Truth is growing in patience and faith is hardddddddddddddddddd. I haven't gone to church in three weeks. I don't see changes and I get frustrated. All I do is wait and wait and more wait. Yet I can't let go because I've come too far. I have to make it. That is clear to me for reasons I know and don't know. God has called me friend and loves me beyond my comprehension. Please pray for me to push in and remain focused on God. Something is going on and the battle is not mine and if I could pull back the sheet I would be amazed at what I saw. It is so easy to resort back to me, but that old me is not useful to anyone, especially myself. Being sifted and turned into gold is painful. Please pray for me to continue the race I have already started and to finish. I want to be useful to God's kingdom. Lord help me be useful. Amen
