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I have been separated from my Husband since Oct of 2010, since then he has come and gone and gave me a lot of false hope. I finally filed for a Divorce in Nov. Since my daughter has been born he has not helped with her, I have always been the one to support her, and he separated from me 7months after she was born. I just recently found out all his money went to drugs, that’s why he never had money. He also was dishonest with me, and this past year we have been on and off... I honestly thought things were going to get better... but he has been with another woman, and now lives with her. My husband used to be my best friend, and someone who I never thought would ever hurt me. This is a really hard emotional situation to go through; the holidays are just not the same. I try and fake a smile to act like I’m ok, but it's getting harder and harder to do. I have no one to turn to during this time, my family doesn't really understand the feelings of sadness I am feeling, neither do my friends. I married young, so many of my friends have never been married yet. I just need strength, I have been praying ever since the day we've separated, and I will not stop. I just need strength to get by, and hope that god is able to fill the empty hole in my heart. I also have been left with a huge amount of debt. I was the one with the good credit so all the credit cards were under my name, I lost my job a month before I had my daughter which was March of 2010 and have been out of work since then. My husband has a great job and makes about 800 a week. It’s so frustrating that he wastes his money and doesn’t even have money to eat; he used to be a good man of god too… I’m just really confused why this has happened, really just praying for a miracle. Sometimes it feels like God has forgotten about me.
