Gods Will

[boom]

I HAVE I WAS A MISSIONARY THAT WAS ASKED TO LEAVE MY MISSION FIELD BASED ON A RULE I BROKE AND A FELLOW MISSIONARY DISRESPECTED WHILE ASLEEP. I DONT KNOW WHAT GOD WANTS FOR ME, I PRAYED HARD THAT NIGHT RIGHT BEFORE AND I STILL DISRESPECTED MY FELLOW MISSIONARY. NOW I AM LOST I DONT LIKE THE LIFE STYLE I HAD BEFORE THE MISSION FIELD I MISS ALL THOSE MISSIONARIES OUT THERE THAT I WAS WITH. I WANT TO GO BACK SOO BAD. BUT I DONT WANT THE SHAME. I WANT TO KNOW BEYOND A DOUBT WHAT GOD WANTS WITH ME. I NEED TO BE USED.. I WANT MY FELLOW MISSIONARIES TO FORGIVE ME. I HURT EVERY NIGHT I NEED TO PRAY TO BE IN GODS LOVE AND HIS WILL.. I DONT KNOW HOW TO LOVE. I KNOW THAT IS WHY I DISRESPECTED MY FELLOW MISSIONARY.. I HURT IM IN SHAME I NEED THE LORD.. NOW... I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO RIGHT BUT PLEASE JUST I PRAY THAT PEOPLE OUT THERE WILL PRAY FOR ME.. I PRAY THAT IN JESUS NAME GOD BLESSES THOSE THAT READ THIS AND PRAY FOR ME SO THAT I WILL BE BLESS BEYOND MY UNDERSTANDING AND THAT IT RETURNS ITS BLESSING UNTO YOU.. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO... HELP ME..

 

[Randall]

Dear Brother,

I pray that the Lord would cause you to be filled with the love of God, to be rooted and grounded in His love snd to be filled with all the fulness of God.

Philippians 1:9-11