Anonymous
Beloved of All
God you said I would die and I really don't want to accept that. I do admit to you and you already know that I am not sober in my mind and that I am surrounded by your enemies because I have sinned greatly against you. I don't want to hurt my wife and my son by leaving them. My wife is already going through so much; she doesn't need me gone; she needs a new ### and that can only be found if you have mercy on me again, please. I beg of you. I know what I have allowed in my heart and my mind and the attitudes that I have had against you and your people and the motivations of my heart have been evil my entire life and I am not proud of that. God, please have mercy on me and choose me again, please. Work with the Holy Spirit and bring me to repentance. I beg of you, sovereign Lord. Please don't kill me.