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Humble Servant
GOD YOU ARE ALL WISE AND ALL BEAUTIFUL GOD WHAT AM I DOING THAT IS DISPLEASING TO YOU, WHY ISNT MY LIFE HAPPENING AS I WANT IT AS FAR AS BEING WITH MY SWEETHEART AND OUT OF AMERICA? (after I write this I hear in my mind "we want you to commit suicide" GOD do YOU think this is in my mind or is it thoughts from people outside of me?