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God I need your divine intervention in my life right now, I went through a bitter divorce a year ago after trying to conceive with no success and with the little money I had I went into a business that crumble before it even started.
It was all a roller coaster of problems so I decided to relocate to another state, there is when I met my old boyfriend. I told him all that has happened to me and he told me about his own present situation that it's hard for him to put food on the table for his pregnant wife and their three children while we are reminisce about the old time and presence he took me out twice and we end up sleeping together that was three days before Xmas prior to this sex was no subject to me because all I wanted was to move on with my life, looking for job and apartment as am currently staying in a guest house. Last weekend I was seriously down with fever,feeling fainting,exhausted and I went for another test only to be told that am pregnant. I can't sleep all I do now is thinking and I haven't come to any concrete decision yet. I want to keep this pregnancy and raise the baby on my own but I don't have the means at all am very very broke now. Am just to sick to go and look for any minor job now but I need a place to rent and call home. What I don't understand is why God giving this baby when I have nothing but when everything was good in my life the only thing that was missing is baby. Pls, am 36yrs we it be Okay if I later consider abortion and I know that I will be dead before I can consider it. GOD I NEED YOUR HELP LIKE NEVER BEFORE. I've thought about giving it up for adoption which is not exist in this part of the world. Can a woman who has waited for almost 4 yrs now give it up. I don't understand what life is really
All about.
It was all a roller coaster of problems so I decided to relocate to another state, there is when I met my old boyfriend. I told him all that has happened to me and he told me about his own present situation that it's hard for him to put food on the table for his pregnant wife and their three children while we are reminisce about the old time and presence he took me out twice and we end up sleeping together that was three days before Xmas prior to this sex was no subject to me because all I wanted was to move on with my life, looking for job and apartment as am currently staying in a guest house. Last weekend I was seriously down with fever,feeling fainting,exhausted and I went for another test only to be told that am pregnant. I can't sleep all I do now is thinking and I haven't come to any concrete decision yet. I want to keep this pregnancy and raise the baby on my own but I don't have the means at all am very very broke now. Am just to sick to go and look for any minor job now but I need a place to rent and call home. What I don't understand is why God giving this baby when I have nothing but when everything was good in my life the only thing that was missing is baby. Pls, am 36yrs we it be Okay if I later consider abortion and I know that I will be dead before I can consider it. GOD I NEED YOUR HELP LIKE NEVER BEFORE. I've thought about giving it up for adoption which is not exist in this part of the world. Can a woman who has waited for almost 4 yrs now give it up. I don't understand what life is really
All about.