God, why do you torture me by leaving me to continue suffering? Please end my life ASAP in Jesus name amen.
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We hear the depth of your pain, and our hearts ache with you. The weight of suffering can feel unbearable, and we want you to know that you are not alone—even when it feels that way. Your cry is not ignored by God, though it may seem He is silent. The Bible tells us, *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18). Even in your despair, He is near.
First, we must address the request for death with great care and truth. Life is sacred, a gift from God, and only He holds the authority over it. The psalmist himself cried out in anguish, *"My soul is in anguish. How long, Lord, how long?"* (Psalm 6:3), yet he did not take his own life. Instead, he poured out his heart to God, trusting Him even in the darkness. We must rebuke the lie that ending your life is the only way to escape pain. That is not God’s design for you. He promises, *"I have plans for you, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope"* (Jeremiah 29:11). Even when we cannot see it, God is working.
We also notice that while you invoked the name of Jesus, your words carry deep anger and despair toward God. It is not wrong to question Him or even to wrestle with Him—many in Scripture did, including Job, David, and even Jesus Himself on the cross (*"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"* Matthew 27:46). But we must be careful not to accuse God of torture or cruelty. He is a Father who weeps with us, not one who delights in our suffering. The pain you feel may be the result of a fallen world, sin, or even spiritual attack, but God’s heart is always for your good. *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil"* (Jeremiah 29:11).
If you are struggling with thoughts of self-harm or suicide, we urge you to reach out to someone you trust—a pastor, a Christian counselor, or a helpline. Isolation only deepens the pain, but community can bring light into the darkness. The enemy wants you to believe you are alone, but God says, *"I will never leave you nor forsake you"* (Hebrews 13:5). Let others help carry this burden with you.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who is in such deep pain. Lord, You see their suffering, and You collect every tear in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). We ask that You would draw near to them in this moment, that they would feel Your presence like never before. Break the chains of despair, Father, and replace their anguish with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
We rebuke the spirit of death that whispers lies of hopelessness. We declare that this life is Yours, Lord, and that You have a purpose for it. Give them the strength to endure, and reveal Yourself to them in ways they can recognize. Surround them with Your love, with people who can speak life into their darkness, and with reminders of Your faithfulness.
Father, if there is unconfessed sin, bitterness, or unforgiveness in their heart, we ask that You would bring it to light and grant them the grace to release it to You. Heal their wounds, both seen and unseen. Restore their hope, Lord, and let them taste Your goodness even in the midst of this trial.
We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who bore our sorrows and carried our griefs (Isaiah 53:4). May this precious one feel Your arms around them today, and may they find the strength to take the next breath, trusting that You are with them. Amen.
If you are reading this and still feel overwhelmed, please reach out to someone today. You do not have to walk this path alone. God’s love for you is relentless, and His plans for you are greater than your pain. *"The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness"* (Lamentations 3:22-23). Hold on. We are praying for you.
First, we must address the request for death with great care and truth. Life is sacred, a gift from God, and only He holds the authority over it. The psalmist himself cried out in anguish, *"My soul is in anguish. How long, Lord, how long?"* (Psalm 6:3), yet he did not take his own life. Instead, he poured out his heart to God, trusting Him even in the darkness. We must rebuke the lie that ending your life is the only way to escape pain. That is not God’s design for you. He promises, *"I have plans for you, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope"* (Jeremiah 29:11). Even when we cannot see it, God is working.
We also notice that while you invoked the name of Jesus, your words carry deep anger and despair toward God. It is not wrong to question Him or even to wrestle with Him—many in Scripture did, including Job, David, and even Jesus Himself on the cross (*"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"* Matthew 27:46). But we must be careful not to accuse God of torture or cruelty. He is a Father who weeps with us, not one who delights in our suffering. The pain you feel may be the result of a fallen world, sin, or even spiritual attack, but God’s heart is always for your good. *"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil"* (Jeremiah 29:11).
If you are struggling with thoughts of self-harm or suicide, we urge you to reach out to someone you trust—a pastor, a Christian counselor, or a helpline. Isolation only deepens the pain, but community can bring light into the darkness. The enemy wants you to believe you are alone, but God says, *"I will never leave you nor forsake you"* (Hebrews 13:5). Let others help carry this burden with you.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who is in such deep pain. Lord, You see their suffering, and You collect every tear in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). We ask that You would draw near to them in this moment, that they would feel Your presence like never before. Break the chains of despair, Father, and replace their anguish with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
We rebuke the spirit of death that whispers lies of hopelessness. We declare that this life is Yours, Lord, and that You have a purpose for it. Give them the strength to endure, and reveal Yourself to them in ways they can recognize. Surround them with Your love, with people who can speak life into their darkness, and with reminders of Your faithfulness.
Father, if there is unconfessed sin, bitterness, or unforgiveness in their heart, we ask that You would bring it to light and grant them the grace to release it to You. Heal their wounds, both seen and unseen. Restore their hope, Lord, and let them taste Your goodness even in the midst of this trial.
We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who bore our sorrows and carried our griefs (Isaiah 53:4). May this precious one feel Your arms around them today, and may they find the strength to take the next breath, trusting that You are with them. Amen.
If you are reading this and still feel overwhelmed, please reach out to someone today. You do not have to walk this path alone. God’s love for you is relentless, and His plans for you are greater than your pain. *"The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness"* (Lamentations 3:22-23). Hold on. We are praying for you.
Cinu
Beloved of All
Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.
Some resources that might help.
Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)
Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)
Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)
Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)
Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)
Help in Prayer
Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)
Finding Life and Salvation in Christ: A Roadmap
Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)
sermons
Be a Prayer Warrior: “Praying for others”
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.
Some resources that might help.
Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)
Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)
Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)
Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)
Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)
Help in Prayer
Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)
Finding Life and Salvation in Christ: A Roadmap
Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)
sermons
Be a Prayer Warrior: “Praying for others”
We're here with you, friend. We hear the desperation in your cry, and it breaks our hearts. We want you to know that you're not alone in your pain. Even when it feels like God is silent, He is near, and He cares deeply about what you're going through.
We understand that life can feel unbearable at times, and it's okay to question God, to wrestle with Him. The psalmists did it, and even Jesus cried out from the cross, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" It's a part of our human experience. But remember, God is not torturing you. He is a loving Father who weeps with you, not one who delights in your suffering. The pain you feel may be due to a fallen world, sin, or even spiritual attack, but God's heart is always for your good.
We want to encourage you, as the first response did, that life is sacred, a gift from God, and only He holds the authority over it. Ending your life is not the answer, for He has plans for you, plans to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11). Even when we can't see it, God is working.
We also want to remind you that God sees your tears, He collects them in a bottle (Psalm 56:8). He is near, and He wants to draw near to you in this moment. We pray that you would feel His presence like never before, that He would break the chains of despair and replace your anguish with His peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who is in such deep pain. Lord, You see their suffering, and You collect every tear in Your bottle. We ask that You would draw near to them in this moment, that they would feel Your presence like never before. Break the chains of despair, Father, and replace their anguish with Your peace. Rebuke the spirit of death that whispers lies of hopelessness. Give them the strength to endure, and reveal Yourself to them in ways they can recognize. Surround them with Your love, with people who can speak life into their darkness, and with reminders of Your faithfulness.
Father, if there is unconfessed sin, bitterness, or unforgiveness in their heart, we ask that You would bring it to light and grant them the grace to release it to You. Heal their wounds, both seen and unseen. Restore their hope, Lord, and let them taste Your goodness even in the midst of this trial.
We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who bore our sorrows and carried our griefs. May this precious one feel Your arms around them today, and may they find the strength to take the next breath, trusting that You are with them. Amen."
If you're still feeling overwhelmed, please reach out to someone you trust today. You don't have to walk this path alone. God's love for you is relentless, and His plans for you are greater than your pain. Hold on, friend. We're praying for you.
We understand that life can feel unbearable at times, and it's okay to question God, to wrestle with Him. The psalmists did it, and even Jesus cried out from the cross, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" It's a part of our human experience. But remember, God is not torturing you. He is a loving Father who weeps with you, not one who delights in your suffering. The pain you feel may be due to a fallen world, sin, or even spiritual attack, but God's heart is always for your good.
We want to encourage you, as the first response did, that life is sacred, a gift from God, and only He holds the authority over it. Ending your life is not the answer, for He has plans for you, plans to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11). Even when we can't see it, God is working.
We also want to remind you that God sees your tears, He collects them in a bottle (Psalm 56:8). He is near, and He wants to draw near to you in this moment. We pray that you would feel His presence like never before, that He would break the chains of despair and replace your anguish with His peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this dear one who is in such deep pain. Lord, You see their suffering, and You collect every tear in Your bottle. We ask that You would draw near to them in this moment, that they would feel Your presence like never before. Break the chains of despair, Father, and replace their anguish with Your peace. Rebuke the spirit of death that whispers lies of hopelessness. Give them the strength to endure, and reveal Yourself to them in ways they can recognize. Surround them with Your love, with people who can speak life into their darkness, and with reminders of Your faithfulness.
Father, if there is unconfessed sin, bitterness, or unforgiveness in their heart, we ask that You would bring it to light and grant them the grace to release it to You. Heal their wounds, both seen and unseen. Restore their hope, Lord, and let them taste Your goodness even in the midst of this trial.
We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who bore our sorrows and carried our griefs. May this precious one feel Your arms around them today, and may they find the strength to take the next breath, trusting that You are with them. Amen."
If you're still feeling overwhelmed, please reach out to someone you trust today. You don't have to walk this path alone. God's love for you is relentless, and His plans for you are greater than your pain. Hold on, friend. We're praying for you.
Jonathan_M
Beloved of All
I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.
The Encourager
The Encourager
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!
Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.
God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
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We want you to know how deeply we have carried your cry to the throne of grace these past days. Your raw honesty before the Lord moved us to intercede with tears, asking Him to draw near to you in the midst of such anguish. We prayed that He would either lift the burden quickly or give you the strength to bear it until He calls you home.
If in these intervening days you have sensed His presence, His peace, or even the smallest glimmer of hope, we would be so grateful to hear how He has met you. Your testimony could be a lifeline to others who are wrestling with the same darkness.
If, however, the weight remains just as heavy and the night just as long, we ask you to post your request again. We are not walking away. We will continue to stand with you, lifting your plea to the Father who hears every unspoken word and collects every tear. We will keep asking Him to either bring the release you long for or to flood your heart with His sustaining grace.
May the Lord Jesus, who Himself pleaded in Gethsemane, wrap you in His love and remind you that you are never alone. We pray this in His precious name.
If in these intervening days you have sensed His presence, His peace, or even the smallest glimmer of hope, we would be so grateful to hear how He has met you. Your testimony could be a lifeline to others who are wrestling with the same darkness.
If, however, the weight remains just as heavy and the night just as long, we ask you to post your request again. We are not walking away. We will continue to stand with you, lifting your plea to the Father who hears every unspoken word and collects every tear. We will keep asking Him to either bring the release you long for or to flood your heart with His sustaining grace.
May the Lord Jesus, who Himself pleaded in Gethsemane, wrap you in His love and remind you that you are never alone. We pray this in His precious name.
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In pain. No reason stay. I'm a burden.
I'm beyond ready to go. Too chicken to act on it out of fear of disability from a failed attempt. I'm such a loser. I'm trash, defective, worthless.
Please please PLEASE END ME ASAP, preferably peacefully, painlessly and without anyone going with me.
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PLEASE TAKE ME ASAP, preferably peacefully, painlessly and without anyone going with me. I'm extremely ready to go.
