Bunnyboo🫶🏼
Disciple of Prayer
Guys I feel like I’m reaching rock bottom I feel like I am in the pits of hell. So I haven’t been yet to find job I had interview today at 3:30. It took me an hour to walk to the location I have no car or money to find other forms of transportation. So I walked while listening gospel songs on my way. I get there at 3:10 just for them to tell me it’s being held at the actual store I had applied to. (in the email and texts I received they told me go to the store in ###) I went. I was told I wasn’t the only person who came in and had to be told u have go to the other store. I can’t EXACLTY walk 3 hours in 5 seconds im not flash. I felt so heartbroken on my way back I called the place the associate there who answered I told him hi I got sent to this store but applied to the one in ur area and he’s like oh I don’t know reschedule online. Then hung up. I almost cried I was silently mad and talking to god like what now I will be out of a home in less than a week if I can not find employment. I feel like I myself have landed in hell. I would like to thank god all mighty though because I made it back to my friends house safe. I however feel so defeated I do not know what is next or if I will find any employment I want to cry so bad. I prayed on my way to and back I called every other place I applied to I was told apply online. What more can I do god you have forsaken me and left me in the hands of the enemy. I cry out but it feels like my tears don’t reach you my prayers do they not matter ? Did you leave me in the hands of the enemy ?? Have I not patiently waited & these past moths I have had faith I have not complained or been rude to anybody. Am I not one of your children ? Am I no longer considered one of your children? Do I desrve to be homeless at a young age ?? Have I not been persistent in my job searches I know anyone my age wouldn’t have walked 2 hours for a 30 minute job interview. God why will you not save me from the hands of the enemy. ? If Jesus Christ died for all my sins & everyone else’s EHY can’t you lend me your right hand ? I feel so defeated

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.