EAndersen
Prayer Warrior
I feel lifeless and dead. im tired of doing my best and being better than my situation and praying for others when I am only judged and ridiculed and scorned. im tired of asking for things to get better when I know they wont. I feel no life in me. If God were here he would know ive put up with so much and lived truly in his image and if he is here he will do something but I am done praying and begging and crying everynight because he isnt here. if God is here just show it on your own. Not in a little glint of light. Turn everything around I am sick of everything going wrong and all I love falling apart and being torn to bits. thats what it takes and I know for all ive dealt with I deserve no less than a miracle. and it feels right to say that in every way
