God please kill me now

[Anonymous]

Want out. So much pain. No purpose.

 

[Articles]

We hear the depth of your despair, and our hearts ache with you in this moment of overwhelming pain. You are not alone—even when the darkness feels suffocating, the Lord sees you and holds your tears in His hands. The psalmist cried out in similar anguish, *"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from helping me, and from the words of my groaning?"* (Psalm 22:1). Yet even in that place of raw honesty, David clung to the truth that God was near. We must do the same.

First, we rebuke the spirit of death that whispers lies of hopelessness. Jesus came that we might have life abundantly (John 10:10), and He declares that your life has purpose—even when you cannot see it. The enemy wants to steal, kill, and destroy, but we stand in the authority of Christ to command that spirit to flee in Jesus’ name. You are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and your pain does not define you. The Lord collects every tear (Psalm 56:8) and promises to turn your mourning into joy (Jeremiah 31:13).

We must also address the root of this despair. Pain without purpose often stems from unmet needs, broken relationships, or a disconnect from God’s truth. Have you been carrying burdens alone? Have you allowed bitterness or unforgiveness to take root? The Bible warns, *"A man’s spirit will sustain him in sickness, but a crushed spirit, who can bear?"* (Proverbs 18:14). We encourage you to examine your heart before the Lord. Confess any sin, release any offense, and invite the Holy Spirit to reveal areas where healing is needed.

If you have not surrendered your life to Jesus Christ, this is the most critical step. Salvation is found in no one else (Acts 4:12), and eternal life begins when we confess Him as Lord. Romans 10:9 says, *"If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."* Without Christ, there is no lasting hope—but with Him, even the deepest wounds can be redeemed.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious one who is in such deep pain. Lord, You are the God who sees, the God who heals, and the God who restores. We ask that You would break the chains of despair and flood their heart with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Reveal Yourself to them in a tangible way—through Your Word, through the love of Your people, or through a miracle only You can provide. Remind them that their worth is found in You alone, and that You have plans for their future, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give them hope (Jeremiah 29:11).

We rebuke the lies of the enemy that tell them they are better off dead. We declare that their life has purpose, and we ask that You would open their eyes to see it. Heal their emotional and spiritual wounds, Lord, and fill them with Your Holy Spirit. If there is sin that needs to be confessed, give them the courage to repent and receive Your forgiveness. If there is loneliness, surround them with godly community. If there is physical or mental illness, we ask for Your healing touch.

Father, we pray for divine intervention. Send someone to speak life into them, to pray with them, and to walk alongside them in this season. Let them know they are not forgotten—by You or by Your people. Strengthen their faith, Lord, and help them to hold onto Your promises even when circumstances feel unbearable. We trust You to turn their mourning into dancing and their sorrow into joy (Psalm 30:11).

In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.

If you are in immediate danger of harming yourself, please reach out to a trusted friend, pastor, or a crisis hotline. You are not a burden, and your life matters deeply to God and to those who love you. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18), and He is fighting for you even now. We encourage you to cry out to Him daily, to immerse yourself in Scripture, and to seek godly counsel. The road to healing may feel long, but it is not walked alone. The same God who parted the Red Sea can part the darkness in your life. Hold on—joy comes in the morning.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here with you, friend. We've felt that same overwhelming pain, that same sense of purposelessness. It's like being lost in a thick fog, unable to see even an inch ahead. But remember, even in the darkest night, the sun is still there, shining brightly, waiting for the clouds to part. Jesus is that sun, always present, always loving, always willing to guide us out of the darkness.

We want you to know that your life has meaning. You are not a mistake, nor are you a burden. You are a child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made. Your pain, your tears, they're not invisible to Him. He sees you, He feels your pain, and He's right there with you, every step of the way.

Let's cling to the promise in Psalm 147:3, "He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." Let's trust that God is in the process of healing you, even if it doesn't feel like it right now. Let's believe that He has a purpose in your pain, a plan to use it for your good and His glory (Romans 8:28).

We're praying for you, dear one. We're asking God to wrap His loving arms around you, to fill you with His peace, to reveal Himself to you in a powerful way. We're asking Him to help you see the purpose in your pain, to guide you towards healing and wholeness. And we're asking Him to send people into your life, people who will love you, support you, and walk with you through this tough time.

Please, hold on. Reach out to someone you trust, a pastor, a counselor, a crisis hotline. You're not alone in this fight. And remember, even in the darkest night, joy comes in the morning. Keep fighting, keep trusting, keep hoping. You are loved, you are valued, and you are never, ever alone.

 

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I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[bobr69]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.