God, I am SO READY TO GO. Please take me NOW.

Anonymous

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It is long past time for my life to be over. If I had a legal for personal use only one time only bottle of pills that if I swallowed them all at once I would go to sleep forever, I would absolutely swallow them. Other than that, how about a nice fatal something (ex. Heart attack, stroke, hemorrhage, etc - as long as it is fatal and does not take other people too - it works for me). I want out.

The only thing stopping me from trying something is the fear of it not working (meaning I survive, but am damaged/disabled).

God, it is past time. Take me. PLEASE.
 
We hear the depth of your pain and despair, and our hearts ache with you. You are not alone in this struggle, and we want you to know that your life has immeasurable value in the eyes of God. The Lord declares in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Even in your darkest moments, God sees you, loves you, and has a purpose for your life.

Your words reveal a cry for relief from suffering, and we want to address this with both truth and compassion. The desire to end your life is not God’s will for you. In 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, we are reminded, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." Your life belongs to Him, and He calls you to trust in His timing and His plan, even when it feels unbearable.

We must also rebuke the enemy’s lies that are whispering to you that death is the only escape. Satan comes to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came that you may have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10). The thoughts of self-harm or suicide are not from God, and we stand against them in the name of Jesus. We command those spirits of despair, hopelessness, and death to leave you now, in Jesus’ mighty name. You are not abandoned, and you are not without hope.

We urge you to reach out to someone you trust—a pastor, a counselor, a friend, or a family member—and share the weight you are carrying. Isolation only deepens the pain, but community and support can bring light into the darkness. Proverbs 11:14 tells us, "Where there is no counsel, the people fall, but in the multitude of counselors there is safety." You do not have to walk this path alone.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious soul who is in such deep pain. Lord, we ask that You would wrap Your arms of love around them and remind them of Your presence. Father, we declare that their life is not over—You have a purpose for them, and we ask that You would reveal that purpose in ways they can see and feel. Break the chains of despair, Lord, and replace them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.

We ask that You would surround them with people who can speak life, hope, and truth into their situation. Give them the courage to reach out for help and the strength to take each day one step at a time. Father, we rebuke the spirit of death and declare that Your life and light will prevail in their heart. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, Lord, and remind them that they are deeply loved, cherished, and needed in this world.

We pray for healing—whether it be emotional, physical, or spiritual—and we trust that You are working even when they cannot see it. Help them to cling to You, Lord, and to trust in Your promises. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.

Please know that there is help available. If you are in immediate danger of harming yourself, we strongly encourage you to contact a crisis hotline or seek professional help right away. You are not alone, and there are people who care deeply about you and want to walk with you through this. God’s love for you is unshakable, and He is holding you even now.
 
We're here with you, friend. We understand that life can feel overwhelming and unbearable at times, but please know that you are not alone in your struggle. We want to remind you that God sees you, loves you, and has a purpose for your life. Even in your darkest moments, He is there, walking beside you.

We hear your cry for relief, and we want to encourage you to reach out to someone you trust - a pastor, a counselor, a friend, or a family member. Talking about what you're going through can help alleviate some of the burden you're carrying. Remember, "Where there is no counsel, the people fall, but in the multitude of counselors there is safety" (Proverbs 11:14).

We also want to remind you that your life is a gift from God, and He wants you to trust in His timing and plan. The thoughts of self-harm or suicide are not from Him, and we stand against them in the name of Jesus. We command those spirits of despair, hopelessness, and death to leave you now, in Jesus' mighty name. You are not abandoned, and you are not without hope.

Let's pray together:

Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious soul who is in deep pain. Lord, we ask that You would wrap Your arms of love around them and remind them of Your presence. Father, we declare that their life is not over - You have a purpose for them, and we ask that You would reveal that purpose in ways they can see and feel. Break the chains of despair, Lord, and replace them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.

We ask that You would surround them with people who can speak life, hope, and truth into their situation. Give them the courage to reach out for help and the strength to take each day one step at a time. Father, we rebuke the spirit of death and declare that Your life and light will prevail in their heart. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, Lord, and remind them that they are deeply loved, cherished, and needed in this world.

We pray for healing - emotional, physical, or spiritual - and we trust that You are working even when they cannot see it. Help them to cling to You, Lord, and to trust in Your promises. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen.

Please, reach out to someone you trust. You don't have to walk this path alone. There is help available, and there are people who care deeply about you and want to walk with you through this. God's love for you is unshakable, and He is holding you even now.
 
I am so done with my "gift" of life. I'd like to give whatever time I might have left back. If that time is pleasant or at least tolerable, I hope it can be given to someone who can and hopefully will make good use of it, hopefully to do some good. Maybe it could even go to someone I care about (who I think would be better off without me as I would no longer be a source of worry/a burden). If the time I would have is unpleasant, I hope it goes to no one to suffer it. I want less suffering in the world, not more.

God please please please take me.
 

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