Sarah, I am praying for you and I truly sense your hurt and your pain and therefore how much more does the Father, care for you and knows what you are going through. I am believing with you that just as the Lord helped many times to save my own marriage that he will do it for you! Nothing is too hard for God and he is going to cause you latter days to be better than your former ones! He has heard your cry this morning! I sense him speaking to you through this scripture:
Jeremiah 31: 16 New American Standard Bible
Thus says the LORD, "Restrain your voice from weeping And your eyes from tears; For your work will be rewarded," declares the LORD, "And they will return from the land of the enemy.
I also sense that the Lord is going to give you the strategy, words, and way to help mend what is broken in your marriage. One time my husband had moved out and asked me for a divorce and the Lord gave me the solution to the problem! It was hard to do but He told me to go to my husband and take all the blame for the failure of the marriage and I did and told him that if he wanted to divorce me that I would not stand in his way but that I did not agree with it. I also let him know that I I was leaving the decision in his hands as the head of our household although he had moved out! Anyway, long story short the Lord melted his heart and we were reunited! Now I realize that you strategy may be different than my own but as you seek the Lord he will give you the right words and or actions or both! In the next few days, you are going to notice desires and things fluttering in your self and a love growing in you stronger for your husband as the Holy Spirit begins to do a deeper work within you and your husband may also notice the same thing. One thing I have learned through my marriage is that because we are one flesh that the Holy Spirit will do the same thing in each of us because we are supposed to be united. The Holy Spirit will tug upon your heart and also your husband's heart to unite what he has joined together! Trust him and :blush: smile and laugh more than you ever have because it is good medicine as the word teaches and trains us!
Remember that the joy of the Lord is your strength and if the devil can't steal your joy, he can't steal your goods and that includes your husband and also your children!
Nehemiah 8: 10 Jubilee Bible 2000
Then he said unto them, Go, eat the fat, and drink sweet wine, and send portions unto those who have nothing prepared; for this day is holy unto our Lord, and not sad; for the joy of the LORD is your strength.
Thank you Lord for performing a great miracle now for Sarah just as the mother of Jesus prayed this prayer let it be Sarah's prayer today: Verse 38:
Luke 1:26-56King James Version (KJV)
26 And in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city of Galilee, named Nazareth,
27 To a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David; and the virgin's name was Mary.
28 And the angel came in unto her, and said, Hail, thou that art highly favoured, the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women.
29 And when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and cast in her mind what manner of salutation this should be.
30 And the angel said unto her, Fear not, Mary: for thou hast found favour with God.
31 And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and shalt call his name Jesus.
32 He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest: and the Lord God shall give unto him the throne of his father David:
33 And he shall reign over the house of Jacob for ever; and of his kingdom there shall be no end.
34 Then said Mary unto the angel, How shall this be, seeing I know not a man?
35 And the angel answered and said unto her, The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee: therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God.
36 And, behold, thy cousin Elisabeth, she hath also conceived a son in her old age: and this is the sixth month with her, who was called barren.
37 For with God nothing shall be impossible.
38 And Mary said, Behold the handmaid of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word. And the angel departed from her.
Just as the Holy Spirit hovered over Mary so she could conceive in her womb (Jesus) so shall the Holy Spirit begin to hover over you to bring forth your miracle which are those things that you have desired in your prayer for your marriage and your son! As I said you will notice the fluttering for the Lord shall also do great things for you and you will rejoice too, In Jesus Mighty Name we agree now! Amen!
Blessings,
Julia G