GOD!!!! please!!!!! guide me! I need you desperately. Am ...

[mew415]

GOD!!!! please!!!!! guide me! I need you desperately. Am I making the right decision? Is this decision your will for me? I am starting to say No to ###, the man I love. The man you gave me to love and the man you are calling me to marry. I am starting to say no. I am so tired of this hurt Lord. Guide me to know what's right. Is this right? Help me God. I am trusting you to guide me and to guide ###. I want nothing more than to marry him, and I thank you for giving me that desire and I thank you for giving me the opportunity to love him. I pray that there are many more opportunities to love him. Only you know what my future holds. I pray that ### is in it as my husband. But God, I am his victim. He is playing with my heart and my emotions. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I just want to be with him. But his indecision is tearing me apart. Guide him to know what to do, and to be confident in his decision, whatever it may be. Lord, I need confidence in mine as well. Make him come to our party Friday and give me the opportunity to talk to him one on one, face to face. God, please. I need you. I need you to work quickly. I need you to slap ### with the reality to slap me with a few months ago. I just can't keep putting myself in harm's way for him. God.... are you going to give him to me or not? I'm sorry to sound so cruel and needy about this, but, is it yes or no? I don't like this 'waiting' I'm going through. It's absolute torture! God, you know how much I love him, and you know the desires I hold in my heart to marry him, You have called BOTH of us to marry one another, and I can't thank you enough for placing that desire and love in ### and I. It's just.... I need an answer now Lord. I can't keep waiting like this. I hurt so much, each moment that passes, I grow less and less faithful and hopeful. I grow more and more pained and hurt. I can't help but think "why would God be putting me through this for so long?" You gave me an answer last week, then took it back! Why? Why can't ### see!?!? Bring him closer to you Lord. He needs your truth and clarity. I need him as my husband. Please Lord. Thank you for helping with me this, just as you planned it.

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[LouisianaLady]

God will take care of you. No problem is greater than he. All things are possible through Christ, and I pray that God has answered and will answer your prayers. To God be the glory. ### Amen

 

[Faith in God]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Greater888]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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