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God after the way I was spoken to by a member of staff at the college and how hard it has been made to me, the unforgettable memory of the way I spoke to the guy that I still very much love and care for entered my mind. I am sorry for the mistakes I made. I have to thank you that as time goes by I am healing and perhaps quicker than I think. I have stopped abusing my diet and I don't just eat anything anymore cause I feel so bad, like it's all my fault I lost him. My diet is getting much better and I am able to control what I eat now which I thank you that you have taught me is also helping me watch what I say as I want to be restored to the good girl I was.
I hope he didn't feel as bad as I feel now, my heart breaks because I feel like I have lost him, my heart breaks in case he has been put off me that he doesn't want to be with me. My heart truly breaks that he is unable to believe in me and accept my apology, my heart breaks as I worry about him having a partner. I know the situation is very different. Please help me see it and make my dreams come true. Bring him back to me God. Please Holy Spirit comfort him, give him hope and faith in me, tell him not to give up on me, tell him not to leave me or let me go. Tell him to have faith in me that I am changed and that I do love and care for him. Tell him the relationship will be great because I will make it be, I am changed and I love him so much. Tell him not to delete my number, tell him not to find some one else. Please don't let him have a partner, save him for me. Let us meet once again. Bring us together. I am so sorry, I wish I treated him better and known how much he cared for me. Cause I thank you he did love me. I pray he still does, as I get stronger and stronger with these feelings.
I hope he didn't feel as bad as I feel now, my heart breaks because I feel like I have lost him, my heart breaks in case he has been put off me that he doesn't want to be with me. My heart truly breaks that he is unable to believe in me and accept my apology, my heart breaks as I worry about him having a partner. I know the situation is very different. Please help me see it and make my dreams come true. Bring him back to me God. Please Holy Spirit comfort him, give him hope and faith in me, tell him not to give up on me, tell him not to leave me or let me go. Tell him to have faith in me that I am changed and that I do love and care for him. Tell him the relationship will be great because I will make it be, I am changed and I love him so much. Tell him not to delete my number, tell him not to find some one else. Please don't let him have a partner, save him for me. Let us meet once again. Bring us together. I am so sorry, I wish I treated him better and known how much he cared for me. Cause I thank you he did love me. I pray he still does, as I get stronger and stronger with these feelings.
