Dear Prayer Warrior, please take care of yourself, I have been going through eating disorders for many years, including some very low and weak moments, yes they are taking sometimes all the day energy. A few years ago, I read something about "the (physical) pain becoming a (soul) suffering" and from it I tried to learn to "disconnect" my thoughts from the health troubles: for example, I wake up sea-sick and refuse to let it spoil my day (as it used to), I recognize it, allow myself to go smoothly, but try to live the day in a positive manner and to "distract" my mind from the problems. Please be very patient and caring with yourself, try to cheer yourself for any little improvement and not to get into too much anxiety for any bad moment. Try to keep your soul praying with strength and hope for better times, even when the body is not well, it is not easy of course but it quickly becomes a rescue habit. We keep praying for you and your caring requests for others.