ciaobella2024
Disciple of Prayer
I've been praying and living in obedience. Every day I remind myself to live to glorify God's name! I pray for peace, people, animals, and justice. I pray for God's will and presence in my life. In December 2017 I was baptized. I've been no stranger to trials and pain. I've had two years of all of it. I've been in a situation waiting on justice and recovery from theft by a scam. It has truly broken my heart. The authorities have been involved and investigating based on evidence I provided. As I said, I am seeking justice, not vengeance. Only recovery of what rightfully belongs to me and suitable punishment. I try to remind myself that God sees everything and is in control and everything happens on His timing, not mine. But I get discouraged at times and tell myself that maybe I should just give up hope, I have prayed for so long, but lately I feel it's too silent. No matter how much I pray and have faith, it's silent. Where is HE? God are you here? I'm serving you every day! I feel alone and I am scared. I'm waiting for you to make this theft right and help me heal from the deception and fraud. It has caused so many problems and hardship all this time. Am I in the wilderness like Jesus was? It feels so silent.