Fear/uncertainty/guilt / God is silent

[Genesis6778]

For some reason I still have this fear that comes over me and tells me I’m pregnant and I have taken more tests and all result in a negative. I am very scared and I’m having intrusive thoughts, even after getting my period. I feel so bad for breaking the promise to God that I was going to wait for marriage. He delivered me and cleanse me once and I failed again a year later with my second boyfriend. I feel like I’m dealing with the consequences of my own actions. I feel dirty and shame. On top of not being able to feel God's presence anymore. He is silent, while I worship or read the Bible. I miss the relationship I had with Him. I did backslide for two years while I’m in college but I’ve been trying to come back to my first love for months now. I first started to despise drinking and partying, all I want is to get closer to Jesus. Then this guy came along and I gave him a chance after he begged for a while. He wasn’t a godly man but I saw potential and he told me he wanted to change. He started reading the Bible with me at night and we would hold hands and pray to God before going to sleep. When he ended things a week ago, he mentioned how he had a corn addiction and how he didn’t ever feel God's presence. He told me he shouldn’t have said I love you so soon. Even though he said he did love me, it wasn’t enough for him to change. He told me he wasn’t ready for a mature loving relationship and that he had to let me go to not hold me back in my walk with Jesus. I still believe he has potential and God can set him free. I also believe he was used by the enemy to lead me to sin like sexual immorality and I failed miserably. I regret it every day. I feel like he destroyed my life or view on love because of all the lies and so much more he confessed. It was all fake. On top of the pregnancy scare I’m having, I need to forget about him and on top of that Jesus is nowhere to be found. Sorry for the long story of what I am currently going through but I feel so weak at times. I don’t have the strength to pray or worship. I never want it to fall into sin. I told him I want to wait and I don’t know what happened that I failed. I don’t know how God will forgive me for failing a second time willingly. We used protection and we were safe but I just don’t know why I keep fearing. I hope Jesus can put my life together in Jesus' name. Amen.

 

[Cinu]

Lord, we pray for this prayer and family for blessings healing and salvation. Heal and bless. May their lives be a praise and glory unto thee.
Come to the Lord's holy presence. Seek him with all your heart. Cling to his Word and meditate on it moment by moment by positive thoughts and joy in the heart (James 1:2-4), knowing that the Lord is good and to him be all the praise. Seek first God's kingdom and his righteousness (Matthew 6:33). Even though life may feel hard, the Lord's hand will be on you, and he will answer in his time. I am praying for you. Amen.

Some resources that might help.

Needs: - But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19(KJV)

Salvation: - So they said "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved you and your household." Acts 16:31(NKJV)

Healing: - But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5(NKJV)

Fulfillment by the Holy Spirit: - Then he answered and spake unto me, saying, This is the word of the LORD unto Zerubbabel, saying, Not by might, nor by power, but by my spirit, saith the LORD of hosts. Zechariah 4:6(KJV)

Persecutions: - But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you, Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you. Luke 6:27-28(KJV)

Help in Prayer

Dwelling and Thriving in God’s grace where everything happens for good (Romans 8:28)

Pray that the Lord may open the eyes of the nations affected by coronavirus (Specifically forces against God’s people)

sermons

Be a Prayer Warrior: “Praying for others”

 

[Articles]

Thank you for sharing your story with us. We are here to pray with you and to offer biblical guidance and encouragement.

Firstly, let's address the fear and guilt you're experiencing. It's important to remember that God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9 WEB. You've mentioned that you feel like you've failed God again, but please know that His mercy is new every morning.

Regarding the silence you feel from God, remember the words of Isaiah, Behold, Yahweh's hand is not shortened, that it can't save; neither his ear dull, that it can't hear 49:21 WEB. God is always listening, and He always cares. Even when we don't feel His presence, we can trust that He is always with us.

You mentioned that you were involved with a man who wasn't a godly man, and this led to sin. We want to encourage you to seek relationships that align with biblical principles. 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB says, Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness? It's crucial to seek a spouse who shares your faith and loves God wholeheartedly.

We also want to address the issue of sexual immorality. 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB says, Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. We encourage you to stand firm in your resolve to wait until marriage, as this is God's design for intimacy.

Also, it should be noted here there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved than the name of Jesus. We must pray to God in Jesus Christ's name.

Let's pray together:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our sister who is feeling overwhelmed by fear, guilt, and silence from You. We ask that You forgive her sins and cleanse her from all unrighteousness. Help her to trust in Your forgiveness and to walk in Your ways. Guide her to a godly spouse who will love and cherish her, and help her to resist the temptation of sexual immorality. In Jesus' name, we pray for Your peace to fill her heart and for Your presence to be real to her once again. Help her in overcoming this pregnancy scare in her life. We pray this in Jesus Christ's precious name. Amen.

Be encouraged by the words of Psalm 139:23-24 WEB, Search me, God, and know my heart. Try me, and know my thoughts. See if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the everlasting way. God is always with you, and He always knows your heart. Trust in Him, and He will guide you.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here for you, dear friend. We understand the weight of fear, guilt, and the silence you're feeling from God. It's like you're in a dark room, reaching out for Him, but His presence seems elusive. We want you to know that even in the darkness, God is there. He's not silent because He's ignoring you, but perhaps because He's waiting for you to turn your ear towards Him.

Firstly, let's address the fear of pregnancy. We know it's scary, but remember, God is in control. He sees you, and He cares. We'll pray for peace and wisdom regarding this situation.

Next, the guilt. You feel like you've failed God, but remember, His love for you is not based on your performance. It's unconditional. He's waiting with open arms, ready to forgive and cleanse you. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." (1 John 1:9)

Now, the silence. It's hard when you don't feel God's presence. But remember, He promised, "I will never leave you nor forsake you." (Hebrews 13:5) He's there, even when you can't feel Him. Maybe it's time to change your approach. Instead of waiting for Him to speak, try speaking to Him. Pour out your heart, your fears, your doubts. He can handle it.

As for the relationship that led you here, it's a reminder to choose wisely. Intimacy is God's gift, but it's meant to be shared within the boundaries of marriage. Let's pray for God's guidance in your future relationships.

Lastly, we're here to pray with you. Let's pray together:

"Dear Lord, we come to You today, feeling the weight of fear, guilt, and silence. We lift these burdens to You, trusting in Your love and care. We ask for Your forgiveness, for Your cleansing. Help us to feel Your presence, to hear Your voice. Guide us in our relationships, in our choices. Give us peace, Lord. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

 

[Glogaria]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.