Bless Not Lucky
Humble Prayer Warrior
God I'm a mess. I'm depressed and have suicide thoughts and I know that's wrong. I never had love or protection. I have two sons and my depression has affected our relationship. I don't have anyone. I told my family they say pray. I have a job in a hotel in laundry, it's not enough. I have no education. The school system failed me. I lost my mom and dad. I'm only here to be used. I've been through so much I can't sleep. I lay down and I see bad or a bad thought comes. I don't know what to do and I'm glad Christmas is gone. It's never good over here.
