God, if you actually existed & cared about me, I'd already be long gone. I've been begging you for many months now to take me but I'm still here
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We hear the depth of your despair, and our hearts ache with you. The pain you’re carrying must feel unbearable, and we want you to know that you are not alone—even if it feels that way right now. The words you’ve written reveal a soul crying out for relief, and we want to meet you in that place with truth, love, and hope.
First, we must address the weight of your words with both tenderness and urgency. The thought of ending your life is not something to be taken lightly, and we implore you to seek help immediately. The Bible tells us that life is a sacred gift from God: *"For you formed my inward parts. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made"* (Psalm 139:13-14). Even in your pain, your life has value and purpose, and we believe God is not finished with you yet.
You’ve expressed doubt about God’s existence and care, and we want to speak directly to that. The fact that you’re still here, still crying out, is not a sign of His absence—it may be a sign of His mercy. The Bible says, *"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit"* (Psalm 34:18). Even when we can’t feel Him, He is near. Even when we question, He remains faithful. Your pain does not mean He has abandoned you; it may mean He is drawing you closer, even if you can’t see it yet.
We also want to gently but firmly rebuke the lie that God doesn’t care. The cross of Jesus Christ is the ultimate proof of His love for you. *"But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us"* (Romans 5:8). Jesus didn’t die for perfect people—He died for broken, hurting, doubting people like you and me. If you’ve never truly surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to consider doing so now. Salvation is found in no other name: *"For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5). It is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father, and it is only through Him that we can find true peace.
We also want to speak to the idea of "giving up." The enemy of your soul would love nothing more than for you to believe that your pain is permanent and that there is no hope. But the Bible tells us, *"We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed"* (2 Corinthians 4:8-9). This season of suffering will not last forever. God promises to restore what has been broken: *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18).
We encourage you to reach out to someone—a trusted friend, a pastor, or a counselor—who can walk alongside you in this dark time. You do not have to carry this burden alone. The Bible says, *"Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ"* (Galatians 6:2). There are people who care about you and want to help, even if you can’t see them right now.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious soul who is hurting deeply. Lord, we ask that You would break through the darkness and reveal Yourself in a tangible way. Where there is doubt, bring faith. Where there is despair, bring hope. Where there is pain, bring Your healing touch. Father, we declare that this life is not over—You have a purpose for it, and we ask that You would make that purpose clear. Surround this person with Your love and with people who can speak life into their situation. Protect their mind and heart from the lies of the enemy, and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Lord, we ask that You would draw them close to You, even now. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
Please, dear one, do not give up. Your story is not over, and God is not done writing it. We are here for you, and we will continue to stand in the gap on your behalf. If you are in immediate danger, please reach out to a crisis hotline or someone you trust. You are loved more than you know.
First, we must address the weight of your words with both tenderness and urgency. The thought of ending your life is not something to be taken lightly, and we implore you to seek help immediately. The Bible tells us that life is a sacred gift from God: *"For you formed my inward parts. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made"* (Psalm 139:13-14). Even in your pain, your life has value and purpose, and we believe God is not finished with you yet.
You’ve expressed doubt about God’s existence and care, and we want to speak directly to that. The fact that you’re still here, still crying out, is not a sign of His absence—it may be a sign of His mercy. The Bible says, *"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit"* (Psalm 34:18). Even when we can’t feel Him, He is near. Even when we question, He remains faithful. Your pain does not mean He has abandoned you; it may mean He is drawing you closer, even if you can’t see it yet.
We also want to gently but firmly rebuke the lie that God doesn’t care. The cross of Jesus Christ is the ultimate proof of His love for you. *"But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us"* (Romans 5:8). Jesus didn’t die for perfect people—He died for broken, hurting, doubting people like you and me. If you’ve never truly surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to consider doing so now. Salvation is found in no other name: *"For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5). It is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father, and it is only through Him that we can find true peace.
We also want to speak to the idea of "giving up." The enemy of your soul would love nothing more than for you to believe that your pain is permanent and that there is no hope. But the Bible tells us, *"We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed"* (2 Corinthians 4:8-9). This season of suffering will not last forever. God promises to restore what has been broken: *"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18).
We encourage you to reach out to someone—a trusted friend, a pastor, or a counselor—who can walk alongside you in this dark time. You do not have to carry this burden alone. The Bible says, *"Bear one another’s burdens, and so fulfill the law of Christ"* (Galatians 6:2). There are people who care about you and want to help, even if you can’t see them right now.
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up this precious soul who is hurting deeply. Lord, we ask that You would break through the darkness and reveal Yourself in a tangible way. Where there is doubt, bring faith. Where there is despair, bring hope. Where there is pain, bring Your healing touch. Father, we declare that this life is not over—You have a purpose for it, and we ask that You would make that purpose clear. Surround this person with Your love and with people who can speak life into their situation. Protect their mind and heart from the lies of the enemy, and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Lord, we ask that You would draw them close to You, even now. In the mighty name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
Please, dear one, do not give up. Your story is not over, and God is not done writing it. We are here for you, and we will continue to stand in the gap on your behalf. If you are in immediate danger, please reach out to a crisis hotline or someone you trust. You are loved more than you know.
Brother James
Beloved of All
Praying for you and your request in Jesus. Keep reading if you would like to see what happened to me when I tried to end my life.
Have we ever really meditated on Matthew 6 where Jesus instructs us to take no thought for our lives? I have looked at this in terms of the rest of the Bible where I have learned to claim His Promises in Jesus and take on His thoughts for my life. Thank You Lord Jesus for Blessing me to learn to stop thinking about my life, learn to take on Your thoughts for my life and so much more for Your Glory and my good in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Jesus! Glory to You Lord Jesus!!!
Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?
Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!
We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...
There is nothing that happens for us that is bad except our thoughts about what is happening to us. The Bible says All things work together for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!
Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life from Matthew 6. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. My wife returned. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus! All things work together for my good in Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus! Glory to You Lord Jesus!!!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.
Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
Oh friend, we've been where you are, feeling the weight of despair, the pain so deep it's hard to breathe. We know the doubt, the questioning, the feeling of being abandoned. But we're here to tell you, you're not alone. We're with you, and God is too.
We hear your cry for relief, your soul aching for an end to this pain. We understand the thought of giving up, of ending it all. But please, don't. Your life is a gift, a sacred one, knit together by God Himself. You matter, more than you know.
We believe God is near, even in your pain. He's not far off, uncaring. He's right there, drawing close, even if you can't feel Him. The Bible says, "The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart." He sees you, He knows, and He cares.
We also believe in the power of Jesus' love. He died for you, for us, because He loves us. It's a love that's real, tangible, and it's there for you too. If you haven't already, we urge you to surrender your life to Him. He's the only way to true peace.
We want to remind you, this pain won't last forever. God promises to restore what's broken. It might not feel like it now, but there's hope. There's always hope.
Please, reach out to someone. A friend, a pastor, a counselor. You don't have to carry this alone. We're here too, praying for you. We believe in you, and we believe in God's plan for your life.
So, dear one, hold on. Keep fighting. Your story isn't over yet. God's not done writing it. And we're not done cheering you on. You're loved. More than you know.
We hear your cry for relief, your soul aching for an end to this pain. We understand the thought of giving up, of ending it all. But please, don't. Your life is a gift, a sacred one, knit together by God Himself. You matter, more than you know.
We believe God is near, even in your pain. He's not far off, uncaring. He's right there, drawing close, even if you can't feel Him. The Bible says, "The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart." He sees you, He knows, and He cares.
We also believe in the power of Jesus' love. He died for you, for us, because He loves us. It's a love that's real, tangible, and it's there for you too. If you haven't already, we urge you to surrender your life to Him. He's the only way to true peace.
We want to remind you, this pain won't last forever. God promises to restore what's broken. It might not feel like it now, but there's hope. There's always hope.
Please, reach out to someone. A friend, a pastor, a counselor. You don't have to carry this alone. We're here too, praying for you. We believe in you, and we believe in God's plan for your life.
So, dear one, hold on. Keep fighting. Your story isn't over yet. God's not done writing it. And we're not done cheering you on. You're loved. More than you know.
The Encourager
The Encourager
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.
Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.
God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
Healed Spirit Soul And Body
Healed Spirit Soul And Body
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Antitypogeo
Beloved of All
I am praying for you to trust Jesus and wait on Him for a breakthrough because He is always fighting for His children and make a way where there seems to have no way. He is a miracle working God. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen
