Liz_Hylton1
Prayer Warrior
God I want to inquire you concerning my relationship with my estranged husband Christopher Hylton. I want to keep standing for my marriage even though it has not been active for about 3 years now. I don't want to assume things or believe in anything that you are waiting for me to ask you for or change my mind about. I truly love my husband and I do want him back in our lives. I know everything tangible that I can see, hear ... Shows that he is not trying or willing to come back even though he has admitted his love to me and tells people that he will marry me again. I need the truth that only you can give. I don't want to waste your goodness and precious time if you want me to do something that I am not doing. I trust you for everything but I don't want to wish or dream for something without doing work that you are desiring for me to do. What is if Father what is it you want and need me to do to reconcile my union with Chris? How should I move? What should I say and do? Or am I waiting my time believing in something that is not in your will for me to have? I need to know Father. I trust you to turn things around for your favor. I need you to help me and our daughters to know what you know and believe what you believe. I thought I asked this in the beginning of your union and you worked swiftly in all of your responses and I believed in you then and I am trusting in you now. What am I missing? What are you requesting of me? I submit my all to you. Share with my as you wish. I understand that yesterdays Manna is not good for today. I am just standing on your work of what you put together let no man tear apart. Help me to renew my strength lord. Follow your path for us and Please send me allot of grace to heal me from the inside out. I feel like I am drowning and I am tired. I need your favor and grace today and even more for my tomorrows. Help me Father know what you know about my future with my beloved Husband that I vowed to be with 2 times and the father of our children who are his and my Godly offspring's. Renew my strengthen dear lord. I seek your counsel not my own. In the beginning of this I didn't know what to do. So I prayed and then you gave me the words to say. I Fasted, I cried I begged I pleaded with you to restore us. Every time I wanted to throw in the towel you sent me even more encouragement. Then I look at my daughters and now much they love their dad and I want them to have more of him and what Family is without perversions or adultery and lust. I know that I and my husband never witnessed married parents in our own lives and so we are totally ignorant on how that works. We assumed that love would concur all but that did not stick when it came to my anger and my husbands reasons for infidelity. Now we are left torn and even though we have forgiven each other and are in a better place I am needing to be reassured that Chris is who I am going to spend my life with. Or is there another in mind that you have for me. I will try to let go and be willing to do things your way I just need to know what you have in mind for me if you would please share your direction with me. Please Father help me with this. Will you send my husband back to us? Will we share our lives together for the long haul? Forever is what I am asking. I am asking for adoration, happiness and healing between us. And for our children to see their parents as they can imagine their futures to be. A man covering them, loving them. A love that never gives up or gives over of fails. Please Father God help me with this. I need you to speak to me. In Jesus name I pray. Completed Restoration May 26th 2019...
