Anonymous
Beloved of All
God I prayed but I am just too late
. Everyone and everything that I prayed for and asked God to protect and or bless me with I have either lost, on my way to losing and have not been protected from. I pray because I need to and I believe that God is going to help but I am just too late.
. I prayed and I believed but God can't save me. I believed and wanted to believe. I placed all of my hope, had prayer and prayed with others to get past these issues. Once again today I am reminded that is not meant to happen. I have been in this hell for 8 years learning so much along the way to strengthen my faith. Helping others along the way to not make the same mistake. For me though is no way out. I have failed. Everyone prays I find a way out and God deliver me and my son but it is not going to happen. God knows I tried. He reminds me so often but today is different. Today is a real world reminder that God's will cannot stop what has occurred already. It cannot stop what the devil has already put in place. Like I said God I tired. I am sorry. I have failed you, my family, my friends and my son. I am sorry father.
. Everyone and everything that I prayed for and asked God to protect and or bless me with I have either lost, on my way to losing and have not been protected from. I pray because I need to and I believe that God is going to help but I am just too late.
. I prayed and I believed but God can't save me. I believed and wanted to believe. I placed all of my hope, had prayer and prayed with others to get past these issues. Once again today I am reminded that is not meant to happen. I have been in this hell for 8 years learning so much along the way to strengthen my faith. Helping others along the way to not make the same mistake. For me though is no way out. I have failed. Everyone prays I find a way out and God deliver me and my son but it is not going to happen. God knows I tried. He reminds me so often but today is different. Today is a real world reminder that God's will cannot stop what has occurred already. It cannot stop what the devil has already put in place. Like I said God I tired. I am sorry. I have failed you, my family, my friends and my son. I am sorry father.
