Lettinggod
Servant of All
God I prayed because I believed it was the right thing to do. I was thought it is the thing to do. I know it is the thing to do but yet me and my oldest son are in hell. Today my own mother basically belittled me. God I have done everything you asked but my son has already been impacted..the devil has won. Once again I have failed. In the eyes of your saints and angels I have failed. My son sees me as a failure and believes I can't say him nor can you. You have blessed us but not saved us. Your say trust you lord. I have for over seven years BUT it is too late. My son would rather not be here than deal with it. He thinks I brought him here just to be in hell. I have another son coming soon who I am sure will be the same. I have court on Tuesday once again trying to save him because he is in hell. I pray God's will be done. But I have prayed this for years. God why me and my sons. I am worthless and have no purpose other than to serve the devil's purpose.

