God I Don't Want To Lose Him

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I woke up this morning and I am so worried, I feel so depressed. I lost him as an instructor- no problem I will find another but what kills me is that I had feelings for him, I wanted to be with him, it's not wrong, it's not illegal in this country and he liked me to start off with. I still don't know why he would ignore me, cancel on me and not show up to lessons, I got hurt every time yet I forgave him and was willing to persist til the end. That last lesson, he had been delaying me, a month since my last lesson and I struggled to pick driving up so quickly. Yes it is for the best for the sake of my driving to find another instructor but I tried this before and I could not find the right teacher, I am looking to another one soon, but I need you God to help me get my license as soon as possible, I need you to motivate me and cause me to focus in lessons and get my license.

Lord he wont forgive me, he wont give me another chance, this is not right as we are all not perfect and we make mistakes, he should forgive me and he should give me another chance. I am so worried my God because I am worried I have lost him- who he is as a person. I asked you not to let this happen because i feared getting hurt and this is exactly what has happened.

My Lord open his heart to me, let this time heal him, let him think about me and all the apologies I made, let him think about me and hope, believe I was going to respect him. Let him get in touch me, let him come back to me. Lord I don't want to lose him. Make a miracle happen in Jesus name.

 

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Please Father in Heaven, open his heart to me that he gives me another chance. Amen.