amberdawn
Servant of All
God I can't do or take this anymore. I don't know what else to do, why do you turn deaf ears to my pleas prayers and cries? Why is my soul allowed to be tormented it would have been better to never have been born then to always suffer like this. Does my torture delight you somehow Lord? Please fix it or let me die I can't do this anymore.Everytime I think its gona be okay I am thrown down and trampled on till I can't breath. Wheres your promises Lord to keep me to prosper me to guide my path straight? To ask and you shall recieve? I know you my mighty God gives and takes away but you took my whole world away my children and grandchildren, my home everything yet everyday I still give you praise and everyday I cry out to you. I keep hoping though there is no sign your listening to me. I keep faith though I feel the fire of hell mocking me at your silence. Even after a whole lifetime of suffering I have yet to turn away my Lord but this this last torture of my kids and grandkids being gone THAT is to much to bare. I can't do it I beg you return them to me or return me to the dust for my soul is withering and my heart almost broken beyond repair. ONLY with YOU is anything possible! Say YES so all will be right to my family together or my body to return to the ground.. Just dont turn a deaf ear to our sorrows anymore please I beseech you Heavenly Father, Abba, Please in Jesus Christ Your sons Precious name I pray.... Amen
