stareyes
Account Closed
God has revealed His chosen special one for my life, but there's someone who won't believe or respect that. Instead, as if that isn't insulting enough, they make up stories about me and include me in their lies. It's enough to make me want to hurl. I can barely speak of it. PLEASE HELP ME: please pray for me - they are continually dishonouring me this way! I've already told them of my future spouse but they don't wanna listen. And they also dishonour God by always mentioning His Name, while continually lying. Furthermore, this person is obsessed with sexual intimacy (WHY ON EARTH must I be connected with their desire for it in any way. I'm DISGUSTED). Rather than treat me as a sister and friend, they just view me as a love object. Well, I already HAVE a love interest, and it's someone chosen by God. I can't believe I even have to be mentioning this stuff. If not for God, I would hate the other person right now. I can't stand the disgust I feel due to their unspiritual, indecent attitude and shameless behaviour. They call it love but I think it's repulsive. I would've been kinder to them despite their other terrible recent deception, if not for the fact that this person actually DARES come against God's sacred ultimate relationship for me, by their prayer. It's impossible to describe the depths of my incredulity and revulsion. He's such a foolish person; on top of losing my esteem ages ago, he now wants to lose my friendship as well. If not for my good brothers, I might really get high blood pressure from this.
I do need your prayers at this moment, 'cause I can tell my brothers almost anything but I don't really want to tell them about THIS right now. Esp. one in particular. All of them would be upset.
I do need your prayers at this moment, 'cause I can tell my brothers almost anything but I don't really want to tell them about THIS right now. Esp. one in particular. All of them would be upset.
