BeutifultoGod
Good and Faithful Servant
Lord there are days when I see no hope and I feel like giving up. The smallest things seem to stress me out and making a plan does too. I wish I was not mentally ill and did not procrastinate so much. Please give me strength, help, support and hope for the days and years to come. Because I let the devil put thoughts in my mind and try to stress me out because I am not as far as other people or I don't have certain things. I just wanted to be independent and to be more self sufficient. I try to do this on my own and honestly God I do not know how to give you everything and put it in your hands. I just wanted to alleviate the stress more but it seems I am making it worse. I think what I want more is my family back, me to be healthy mentally, spiritually, physically and emotionally healthy, my relationships with people to be better (mom, friends, family), and to have the fruits of the spirit and disobeying you at times. I want to be joyful, kind and patience.I I guess I have been doing it my own way and I need your help God. I need something to give me hope everyday and to make me feel better. In Jesus Name Amen
