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im not a petfect person, and i know i mske mistakes from time to time, so what do i do when im still crazy about my ex even though he abused me, lied and cheated on me. i do believe in forgiveness, cuz i know gods wants is to forgive in order for him to forgive us for our sins. Im just st a point where im done fighting for someone who doesn't love me are his children. He tells he does but his actions tell a different story. One minute he is telling he wants to work.on us the nectar he degrading on -banned site- and via text message and voicemail. Its like im fighting a war against the devil. He don't spend time with his kids like he supposed to ordered by the judge to have weekend visits. He don't even take advantage of that instead he is out smoking weed, having sex with multiple women . He is 26 but acting like he ten yrs old. Don't even help me with his.kids made promises to the.kids and.me but it all was a.lie. I can't keep playing.myself with.another.heart.break i just when he tells me he lives us.but still.doing.stuff to let me know he don't. I just dint.think he will ever change.its been a 4 weeks since.i heard.from.him. I guess he.can careless about.me.in his kids, but he don't mind telling me from.time.to time.his much he.hates.me.are.how many women he doing. Im at the point where i should just walk away and relaize what he lost. Right now he don't.see that.cuz he know i.will always be here.for him but i won't..
