hacobo25
Servant
Lord first forgive me of my sins ...lord I'm in so much pain that I don't even feel pain anymore...I want to go home Lord this world is not for me my heart has always been to do the right thing be a good strong person for everyone u put on my path but all it has done is bite me in the u know what lol..everything that I care about and love has now officially been taking from me ..all the girlfriends I gave my all to my family my passions for life have all turn around and to be my greatest pain its sad because I know my worst day are going to come and I have to fight it alone..and I can pray to you until my face turns blue and u still won't answer any of them.and no matter what I can never make anything out of my life alone without you but I also know you will leave me out to dry and have yet to restore me ..im pretty much a walking dead person with nothing to look forward to but pain im tired of loving people and being faithful to people who will just stab me in the back this has been going on for most of my life and I always give it to you but I get very little.I've been given hope and encouragement alot through the years but means nothing when your life has been nothing but heart for 15years so lord I want to go home to heaven with you all I pray is that u would take care of my mother and brother and give them peace if u decide to take me home...I just hope when I close my eyes that I never open them again...I want to be with you Lord...so forgive me and bring me near you in Jesus name amen