Getting A Divorce

[family5]

when I think that I have forgiven him, he does something so mean and hateful and I have to find the strength to forgive him all over again. I can't believe that my marriage is ending like this. ( I don't know if you have heard the rants of Mel Gibson, the ones they have had on every news station, that is the kind of stuff we are getting from the man who claims to love and miss us every other day ) He tells the kids and I never to have and contact with him or his family ever again. He has told the kids so many hurtful things, they were dead to him, he was going to get a new family. He has called them liars Etc.....

Well, we had our temp. divorce hearing yesterday. Things seem to go in my favor such as child support and etc. However, after wards we really felt the anger from my husband. He has order the kids and I never to have any kind of contact with him. Never to tell any member of his family that we love them, never have any contact with them etc.... He continues to dream up boyfriends for me, this time he has stated that he knew who it is and that the guy is married. He stated that he wondered if the guy's wife knew about me, and that he would like to meet her. I have no clue who he is talking about. I have no one else, never did. he is going to make trouble for people that have now clue who we are.

The devil has really got his claws in him. We pray for him every day. We pray the Lord will deliver him from his drug and drinking problems, and open his eyes, enter into his heart and give him a clear mind.

I would also like for you to continue to pray for the saftey of me and my children. There is no telling what he is capiable of anymore. If he could have the water dissconnected from the house where his own kids live, then he is able to do anything.

 

[Donna]

Don't give up anything is possible with GOD!

 

[family5]

I have Faith that the Lord will take care of everything. I am just not sure how or when he will do it.

I had a talk with my kids last night. I asked them if they would ever talk to their dad again and they said Yes when he gets help. I wanted to make sure that they were not mad at him because we were getting a divorce and they said that they did not think about him much and that they were mad because of the fact that he was never around while they were younger, and that basically they did not miss what they never had. And that they were mad at him because of the things he said and way he acted toward them. This breaks my heart, because I know what kind of man he WAS. And that is the part of him that I miss the most. I don't miss the yelling and name calling, I miss the loving side of him. I feel that it is too late for us as a family. So I am just praying for their relationship. I know God will provide for and protect us, as long as we keep our faith.

My problem is that someone will say something or it will get to quite and I start to think back, I really need the Lord to take this thoughts from me. I feel like I am losing my mind.

Please Please pray for us. Lord I don't know what else to do.