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shulian
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God, I miss the times I go to church and CG. How good the fellowships with brothers and sisters! Forgive my sins, I went to wrong way, listen to my exbf to follow to go to his church in wrong timing. At the end, now we broke up, I go neither of the churches, I feel comfused, lonely, n outcasts. Cried till no drops of tears left. I know you do want me to get on to my feet again. but I don't know how, I just fearful to go back to church, I felt they may reject me or jeer at me. I don't know what to do. You show me pictures of various ministries, but I still fearful to do. All I know is just fear men but not you. Sometimes I wondered why you created me for. You said I am wonderfully made, but I still feel that wondered rather than marvelled at your wonders. Help me to walk the talk, not just talk but obey you. How much I feel so difficult to do your wills! jus like giants of my heart! Overcome my unbeliefs, I can only pray. Thanks. In Jesus' name, Amen, Lead me back to you, to be light of the world, not mislead others. Use my life to glorify you, even in difficulties.
