Dallor
Disciple of Prayer
I have been struggling with a gambling addiction for two years. I started therapy a few months ago to try to deal with my past trauma and causes for my compulsive gambling. I'm in over ###k debt behind my gambling. I pray every day asking God to help me overcome my addiction and to help me with my financial burden that I created. I never intended for my life to be like this. I couldn't control it. I am working a full time and part time job and looking to replace the part time job with a full time job to pay off my debt. I'm ###yrs old, I don't have the strength most days to work all these hours but I have to. I want this nightmare to be over with. I hate myself for what I did. There's days I want to give up but I think about my children and how unfair it would be for them to give up. ### is when things went downhill for me. Will God help me overcome this addiction and help with this financial burden? I cannot file bankruptcy nor do I want to because I understand I made the choice to gamble, but God knows I didn't make the choice to be addicted. I want my debt to be paid off so I can put all this behind me. I am so sad tonight because I try and try and continue to mess up. Please say a prayer for me. I don't know what else to do.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.