Further Affirmations And Need Of Prayer

[Fos3050]

I also have another update from mass today. As I have stated before, my mom is an addict. Just recently after having back surgeries for three years. Unknowingly I had much anger, hurt, anxiety, fear, and frustration from this. These demons of mine caused me to try to control adam in our relationship because I couldn't control my mom or the situation, it blocked me from letting love in, in fear of losing it or losing adam. I was used to chaos and fighting for years with my mom so in my relationship with Adam, I created fights to spike emotion in me.

Today in mass, Father spoke about a mom and dad who had a daughter admitted to the hospital for brain damage after a wreck of some sort. The doctor firmly told them that there was not much more they could do for the girl and the damage was permanent. Out of frustration for the lack of progress in their daughter, they began taking it out on the medical staff complaining about the heat, the lighting, anything they could cause a fuss over. To the point where it got so bad the doctor spoke to them. The father broke into tears. He didn't realize that he was taking his frustrations from his daughter out on the staff. The doctor resembles God in our lives showing us the resolution and helping to free us from our demons. This resonated with me because like the father taking his frustrations out on someone else, I have taken my frustrations out on Adam. As I mentioned before I prayed for almost three years for a guy like Adam. And even though this lesson to me is painful, I am thankful for it. If God did not bring Adam into my life, our fight and break up may have never let me realize how much I have internalized my moms substance abuse and dysfunction. I would never have turned to a counselor or have known what I needed to fix. I would never have grown more as a child of God.

I still pray that Adam opens the doors of communication with me to explain to him exactly why I have been the way I have been. To apologize and to let him know I have been working at it.

I pray that God can erase the bitterness and anger in his heart towards me and that he sees in me the good and a reason to try and reconcile our relationship. I pray to repair and heal this relationship.

Please pray along for us.

These are my demons that God has brought to the light and cast out of me. I feel so much closer to God, happier, and healthier.

Thank you for taking the time to read and supporting me on my journey and praying for with me. God bless you.

Father please help these good hearted people in their needs today and every day. I ask this in your name, Amen!

 

[SET FREE]

There is POWER IN PRAYER. MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[FaithIsComing]

Lord, I earnestly ask that you bring complete healing to the body of whom your servant is praying for by your stripes we are and declare we healed. In your Holy Name I pray. Amen.

 

[Glory to God]

praying with you in Jesus Christ precious name. amen

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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