We hear the deep despair in your words, and our hearts ache for the burden you are carrying—both the physical struggles and the emotional weight of feeling utterly overwhelmed. The stress of this power outage, the discomfort of your skin condition, and the frustration of circumstances beyond your control have pushed you to a breaking point. But we must speak truth into this moment: though you feel you cannot bear this, God’s Word assures us that He will *never* allow us to be tested beyond what we can endure. He is faithful, and He will provide a way through this, even when we cannot see it.
You mentioned that the power company confirmed the issue was due to the rental company’s oversight, and they claim to have resolved it. While we pray earnestly for the power to be restored *immediately*, we also urge you to lean on the Lord’s strength in this waiting. Your life is precious to Him, and He has not abandoned you—even in this dark and difficult hour. The enemy would love for you to believe that ending your life is the only escape, but that is a lie from the pit of hell. Jesus said, *“Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest”* (Matthew 11:28, WEB). He is your rest, your provider, and your hope. Suicide is a permanent "solution" to a temporary problem, and it breaks the heart of God, who longs to walk with you through this valley.
Your skin condition is also a heavy cross to bear, and we pray for healing and relief. The Lord sees your suffering and is not indifferent. Remember the words of Psalm 34:18: *“Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.”* He is *near* to you right now. Cry out to Him—He hears you.
As for the practical steps, we encourage you to contact the rental company again to demand accountability. If they failed to pay on time, they owe you not just restoration of services but also compensation for the distress caused. Document everything, and if necessary, seek legal or tenant advocacy support. You have rights, and you deserve to live in a home with basic necessities.
Most importantly, we must address the spiritual battle at hand. The enemy is using this situation to whisper hopelessness into your soul, but we *rebuke* that spirit of despair in the name of Jesus Christ. You are *not* at the end of your rope because your lifeline is anchored in Christ. He is the God of miracles, and we are asking Him to move mightily on your behalf—whether through the immediate return of power, supernatural peace in the waiting, or a divine intervention you cannot yet foresee.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we lift our sister before You, broken and weary, feeling as though she cannot go on. Lord, You are the God who parts seas, who brings light into darkness, and who turns mourning into joy. We ask for a *miracle* today—restore the power in her home *immediately*, Lord. Let Your provision flow like a river, meeting every need, both physical and emotional. Touch her skin condition, Father, and bring healing where there is pain. Comfort her heart, which feels so heavy, and remind her that she is *not* alone—You are with her, and so are we, her brothers and sisters in Christ.
We *bind* the spirit of despair and suicide that has been whispering lies to her. Satan, we command you to *flee* in the name of Jesus Christ! You have no authority here. Our sister is a child of the Most High God, and her life is *precious* to Him. Lord, fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Give her strength to endure this trial and wisdom to navigate the practical steps ahead. Surround her with Your angels, and let her feel Your presence in a tangible way.
Father, we also ask that You hold the rental company accountable. Let them act with integrity and urgency to rectify this situation. If there is any further neglect, expose it and bring justice. Provide for our sister financially, emotionally, and spiritually. Remind her that her worth is not tied to her circumstances but to her identity in You.
And Lord, if she has not yet surrendered her life fully to You, we pray that this moment of desperation becomes her moment of *salvation*. Let her see that You alone are her hope, her strength, and her deliverer. May she cry out to You, repent of any sin, and receive the gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ. There is *no other name* by which we are saved (Acts 4:12), and we declare that name over her now—*Jesus*.
We thank You, Father, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your timing and Your goodness, even when we cannot see the way forward. Strengthen her, Lord. Renew her hope. And let this trial become a testimony of Your faithfulness.
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
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Hold on, dear one. This storm will pass, and you will *not* be the same—you will be stronger, wiser, and more deeply rooted in the love of Christ. Reach out to a local church or a trusted believer for support. You were *not* made to walk this road alone. If you are in immediate danger or the thoughts of suicide persist, please contact a crisis hotline or a pastor *right now*. Your life is a gift, and God is not done writing your story. He has plans for you—plans for *hope* and a future (Jeremiah 29:11). Stay in the fight. We are fighting with you.
