Callum
Servant
Dear Heavenly Father I come to you in the name of Jesus, with a broken and contrite heart lord full of remorse, lord I'm sorry for my sins and I know that because of this things in my life are going to get worse, I've really messed up lord and I am sorry for what I have done and the hurt I have caused someone else, lord in these past ### months I have destroyed myself and hate myself, I'm struggling to go on with life lord because of it, I'm scared lord that in going to lose everything, I need your help and guidance lord on what to do as I don't know anymore, lord right now I don't want to eat or drink or socialise, I just want to disappear from everyone and everything, the world would be a better place with out me in it lord, please let me come home to you, I know my family have and are suffering a lot right now lord with the lose of my mum in ### and my sister in law being in hospital at the moment and being really unwell, lord I ask that you restore her to full health and let death come for me instead, I'd rather have that then face any other potential outcome that could occur lord, again I'm sorry for my sins and I'm sorry for wanting death, but I'm struggling to make sense of everything I need you to help me and show me what is going to happen, as my dreams have been so vivid that I can't make sense of them or life in general right now, please help me, in the name of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ I pray Amen