messemike1
Disciple of Prayer
I don't know why, but I feel embarrassed that I am praying to have some immediate friends in my life. I would like some good friends to be able to talk with, go to dinner, movies, etc. I've been going out to different places and it seems like no one has interest in me. I go and I feel like I am screaming inside for people to see me, but it just feels like I am invisible. I've said hi to people and try to spark something up, but it doesn't go on further. Am I that bad or done something bad, that I can't have a chance to be friends with someone? I am in my 30s and I feel like my life shouldn't be this way. I feel so lonely at times. Please God, I just ask for your assistance in helping me meet the people I would like in my life. See in my heart of who I am and who I like to be and be around.
