Forgiveness

[lovemykids]

Dear Lord, I am acting to happy today. I am not doing ok really. I feel like I am dying inside. My boyfriend is the only person who keeps me happy. I am worried I will think about it again and will start getting back to depressed again. I keep telling stories of how I was young. It doesn't help. It just makes me feel worse because this time I didn't ask for it. I keep going around in my head trying to find a reason. I'm not a bad person. I have never been perfect and I don't expect others to be. I'm so sad and angry. Is forgiveness an option. Is it possible. I have to.

I want to be happy. I'm in love and I don't want to keep something like that in my mind. I never liked anyone this much without seeing them so much. It's actually a good thing. I feel like I will get to know him better. Please forgive me for not being so sad about this. I'm doing everything I can to forgive and lose the memory of this. I pray the anger and wanting to see him suffering will pass. I pray that it will all turn out ok. Thank you for what you have given me. My family is the most important thing in the world to me. Thank you, God.

 

[caldoug]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mitchandkay]

Jesus should be the one who makes you happy. Read in your bible Philippians chapter 4 verse 8.

 

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