eminagabrielle
Disciple of Prayer
Everytime I look in the mirror I feel sorry to whoever's destined to be with me if ever there really is someone. No matter how much I try to see something good in me I always end up seeing the painful truth that maybe I'll always be alone in this lifetime. I'm thankful oh Lord for being kind to give me a wonderful and loving family but I'm sorry too, cause besides that wonderful gift I'm still longing for someone to love me. I'm sorry for my sins. I keep failing you. I'm sorry oh Lord cause I feel so inadequate and insecure. I'm just so tired and hurt. I want to give up. I just want it to stop hurting. I want to accept it but why do I still hope for you to heal me? When it's so plain and obvious that maybe, just maybe there really is no hope for me. I can't take it anymore. I just can't anymore oh Lord... I'm sorry, so sorry...
